two years ago

0 comments | By rotcais on Friday, March 02, 2012
The feeling today is quite dull and sad. It is the last day of a colleague. I dont know why me felt this sad. Ohmai, just exactly the same feeling 2 years ago when i have to leave S.O.N.Y and to be exact that beloved friend. Yes, I need to continue my final year and finish my studies. But being there for nearly one year or to be exact 9 months it is quite a long time for me. For a baby, she might have learnt alot. From just know how to cry, she might can sit already. Great. I just dont know how to describe the feeling. Always it is me, mampu tersenyum sahaja....but deep inside, I feel sad. Being in the same company just like being a team. She helped me loads. Damn, we did not share loads of stories but I can tell from just look deep in her eyes. She bear loads of burden, doing the right thing, cleaning other's shitss, and always she got the blame. Yes, it is unfair, but truthful hurt. I wish I can take a guitar and dedicate a song to her when we were shaking hands this evening. Well, good for her. She got a great place though. Dealing with Oil & Gas would be a great platform. Just hope not to involve with that b*ibery thingy. =P 


Wish you all the best~! 


once in four years

0 comments | By rotcais on Wednesday, February 29, 2012


Hello there, i am not gonna talk about what the title above is.but it's just as a significant. Well, happy to announce that this is my first post using blogger-droid.ohmai, berlagak gila kan....hahaha no harm neway. 

And i believe its still not too late to wish my beloved sister a very happy birthday!! Well, her birthday was on 27th, but we celebrated on 25th. My mom planned that crazy birthday surprise. She might have miss that sister so much.huhu...it was saturday morning, umi wake me up for breakfast and asked me to accompany her to the market. She wanted to get all stuffs for the bbq that night. Well, we were planning to hv BBQ. Yup, then after coming back from that 'Pasar Borong Selayang', me went out again to get a present for my sis. And and and we started the journey to Melaka at 6pm, because we have to wait for Syafiq. Oh man, he got a zapin practice for malam seluhur budi at his school.

So, we went there with two cars. All were there except for kakak. Kesian kakak because she got class on saturday. So, we reached there around 8pm. There refers to Along's house, Merlimau. Jauh giler duh,near to Jasin ady. So, we went in the house and waited for her other friends. Actually, her bestfriend ady bring her out just to give us the chance to enter the house and prepare those necessary stuffs. Trust me, all of this was Umi's idea. 

Yup, and we waited in the house with the cake and evrtyhing, switch off all the lamps, and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! SURPRISE! Huhu

Those were really worth it. We had a good time together. Having BBQ with SUPERB bihun. All were umi's recipes, and who would resist that? Wallah.....!! We had chicken, squid, fish, and shrimp. Heee

After everything settled, we went back straight away because my cousin got stuff to do..and we reached home at 4am in the morning. And guess what, me woke up at 11am.gyiahahaaa....so tired man! Mcm me plak yg drive kan.


Well, special thanks to those who joined!


And that's all. Enough for today's story :-)





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no need title

0 comments | By rotcais on Saturday, February 04, 2012

Actually, got loadssssss of hot stories. Well, can consider as hot. but figuring that no shame, make me believe of some mentality problem. People do good deeds, People do the bad deeds. After all, it defines the rooted and how it expanded. the brain, the body, the feeling and oh the heart. Hey, no point to story here but still i am so thankful and grateful for having umi and abah...and ofcoz my family. need not additional members. Sure! I am seriously sure. we are who we are. Not from the same rooted. but can consider under same generation? Oh stop it babe! I am thankful for what Allah has granted me. Umi and Abah is the most precious thing (person) in my life.

Since I was a kid, I have never seen them do bad things to people. They tot us the best they can. Even being fooled by people for so many times, they always take the positive part of it. Even, being treated bad by others for quite million of times, they ignored them all and still teaches us the most important life's aesthetic. RESPECT. And, they never put grudge on them. and never allow us too. Besides, when bad things happen, they taught us to take it as a reminder, just not to do the same thing to other people. Because trust me, they have a good heart. Yes true, they can't give us everything, but they already gave us the most precious shield and bullet to continue the journey where ever we are.

This is no rude, but sometimes I have to tell. Yes to tell, so that I can see more clearer, what's hidden. or why does that happen. oh stop it! Sunny always said, if he'd find who did that kerosin thingy or can also be considered as murder attempt, he wud give 50,000 for phsycology treatment. oh mai, i dunt have loads of money, but i can pass you to sunny. grrr.

Well, whatever you did, this entry is still posted with some respect. and never meant to hurt anybody. and yes, i have forgive you...because once promised to myself, that i will forgive people before go to sleep everyday.
  

rambling

0 comments | By rotcais on Wednesday, January 04, 2012

Hey there, its quite boring tho. and it has been almost 2 weeks little Raf not here. No place for stories nemore. None would understand more. Nothing can be done. Just keep surviving. Hey, poor Sascha. somebody put something in his mineral bottle. Something oily, smells like petrol. Totally lost his focus today. Was happy this morning on his first day after christmas. Turn out to be something else. 

And most important, I lost the game. Am sucks at planning the surprises or whatever. arghh... kantoi sendiri. Nothing more important than his happiness. my love. am calling him my love. so what? You have been there at your age? So, why cant me? Stop talking bad bout people if you yourself cant guarantee that you are good. Well, better. No harm, dont feel offended. Just this writing is all about me myself and my world. Other than that, thanks alot to my family for the support in making the wishes. and well, helping me to make it happen. So lucky to have my family whom always being supportive and love me. Love my family so much! Thanks loads loads loads.
Thank you Allah for sending the love through the people I love. 






HAPPY 2012! :)
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