I will be

Today got so many things to do~ just wanna share a song which i think is nice. well, me kinda like tis song.. coz it inspired me to always do ma best for ma parents sake..


"I will be by Avril Lavigne"

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears the cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK


I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I gotYou’re all I want
YeahAnd with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Hear with me do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

TrUsT

T.R.U.S.T
basically, trust is a trust! haha..
well, a dictionary wud say dat trust is "Reliance on something in the future or can also be said as hope"
neway, as for me... in a relationship, no matter wut relationship it is.. famly, frens or even for couple... trust is da most important thing. n u noe y? coz without trust, there's nothing more u can hold on to dat relationship. without trust, why u have to still hang in there... hurm... its useless..

besides, ma dad used to tell me when i was a kid... he said, i'm okay in interacting wif people... however i got a weakness which is i will easily trust people~ n i still remember till now... wut i was thinking is... izt wrong to trust people? especially ur frens, people u love..

n when it comes to frens... i owez trust ma fren. even i noe, yeap! she's lying to me, i just ignore dat not good feeling and make maself trust for wut she said to me.. haha... sometimes its so funny.. u noe dat gal is being dishonest, u still want to trust her!? for da frenhip sake~ huhu....


well, there is just easy way to noe when dat someone is honest or not wif u. one simple tip which evryobody noe i think.. when dat sum1 is takling to you, you can noe is she being honest or not is by looking deep into her eyes. well, ma folks used to tell me dat, if dat sum1 is being dishonest wif u, she will not look into ur eyes when she's talking to u~

neway, don let urself being fooled easily, from a seminar i once joined leme learnt dat, there is also a person so brave on lying which she will look deep in our eyes while being dishonest. this thing happen when she want to catch our trust.

however, for me... i don care much if poeple being dishonest wif me... coz i will noe. and its really doesn't be a matter. coz wut more important for me is a relationship call frindship, but not a word dat will ruin dat ship, okay~

f.r.i.e.n.d.s



friends.... wut fren is? well, besides family, fren also one of those on our top list.... ryte? for me, frens are very important. n i do care each of ma fren. i owez wish to be ma best for ma frens. to present as best as i cud.

whenever they are happy.. i wish to be happy too
whenever they are sad, i wish i can cheer them up
whenever they need sum1 to be by their side, i wish i can owez gv ma shoulder
whenever they hurt me, i wish i won't show them how hurt i am... (well bley ke?)

sometimes, it happens... i can't hide ma face.... letting them noe just making them hurt too..
i wish dat will not happen.. coz i don want to hurt anyone. in fact, i love ma frens so much. however, i can't always be da best coz i'm not an angel kan..? hurm...

well, just do da best as best as i can... hopefully...
friends are friends, and friends are important to me~!

ku ingin terbang, tinggi di awan~



Setelah aku merasakan diriku sudah siap sedia, ak mula melangkah keluar menuju ke kuliah. Sedang ak asyik menikmati keindahan alam di sekeliling ku, tiba2 kedengaran suatu bunyi yang agk familiar dengan diriku menerjah gegendang telingaku. Lantas ak mencari2 dari mana arah bunyi itu. Ak memandang ke langit, cuba memfokuskan kornea mataku kearah objek itu.. nun dilangit.. Cessna itu yang kucari. berlegar2 di ruang udara.... setiap kali memandang besi putih yang bersayap itu, setiap kali itu lah ia mengingatkan ak kepada cita2ku... satu2nya cita2 yang ak impikan sejak dari umurku 13 tahun.. Terimbau kembali kenangan pada masa itu, ak berusaha sedaya upaya untuk lulus dalam ujian flight simulator. Walaupun sijil yang kuperoleh sudah cukup untuk membuktikan kesungguhan itu, tetapi ia masih tidak mampu membawa ak ke udara.. cita2ku yang ak pendam selama ini, hanyalah satu impian yang tak bisa ak capai. Apa yang ak ad sekarang cuma mungkin akan bisa membawa ak ke suatu tempat yang dekat dengan cita2ku... tetapi, ia tetap takkan dapat kugenggam, kerna ak kini pelajar kejuruteraan yang sedang mengejar segulung ijazah, bukan sekeping lesen yang boleh membawa ak terbang.......nun dilangit sana...~

dunia ni kita yang punya



Kita rasa dunia ni kita yg punye.
Terutama skali bile kite tgh have fun...
Tak kira la... ngn kawan ke ngn femly ke...Sape2 saje2...
Kalau boleh, tak nak sape2 pon ganggu..
Sebab takut mase happy tu akan berlalu and kite akan hilang peluang untu enjoy dat moment... Sampai kadang2 kite langsung tak hiraukan nething happen around us.
Kita lupa, apa yang kita ada semua milik Allah...
Apa2 yang kita buat Allah sentiasa di sisi kita...
Bila tengah seronok2 tu ada la time Dia nk uji kita...
Nk uji apa? Tu la yang selalu menjadi tanda tnya...
Bila tak tau nk kata apa, ayat ni jugak yang terbicara..
"setiap yang berlaku, ad hikmah disebaliknya"
Kita mungkin rasa dunia ini kita yang punya.
Kita tak sangka Allah nk uji kita sebegini rupa.
Kita tak tahu. Tahukah kita?
Yela, sampai tgh hebat bermain futsal pon... Allah boleh uji kita.
Tetiba lak muncul angelina jolie number 2.
Kita tak tahu ap maksud disebaliknya.
Mungkin Allah nk uji sejauh mana keazaman kita untuk terus bermain futsal.
atau mungkin Dia ingin menguji angelina jolie dengan kewujudan angelina jolie num 2.
atau mungkin die nk uji sifat setiakawan kumpulan pemain.. bak kate pepatah
"bersatu teguh bercerai roboh"
atau mungkin Dia nk tunjuk sesuatu yang kita sendiri tak nampak.
Tapi walau apa pon, tak salah kalau kita anggap dunia ni kita yang punya...
asalkan kita sedar apa yang kita buat.
Masing2 sendiri tahu, malang memang tak berbau. betul tak?

the beginning



well, this is ma first post for this blog..and... yearp.... wut shud i start wif ?

okay, i think lets start wif da title... THOUGHT OF LIFE

why i name this blog as thought of life? well, actually... i got sumthing flying around in ma mind...
i always ask maself.... Wut Life Is? and there must be anyone out there thinking the same thing like me ryte?

Neway, from ma opinion...i always think that life is da journey dat we shud treasure till da end..
No matter wut happen... we have to stand still either it is hard or easy, happy or sad... or even it is cruel or not.

However, different people think different way...
and this blog is for free... for me to express wut i think and feel...
and dat is also why it is name ::thought of life::