Raya 2009

Eid? ape yang best?hmmm...
sehari sebelum raya...
putrajaya dah lengang..parking? kosong..har3
suasana...sunyi amat...



1st day raya...
cik cah, and kak yana came..
ciklah, uncle nazim, and ha pon...








2nd day raya...
nothing happen..
lepak umah jekk..n abah keje..huk3


3rd day raya..
went to cikyot ouse..kat batu caves..
meet cik wang femly there..
then, otw balik singgah umah cikcah....







raya taun ni...ermm, okay r..nothing interesting..
ye ar, dah berpuluh taun tak blik sni..
takde menda dah pon..huhu
pepe pon... *SeLaMaT hArI RaYa mAaF zAhIr BaTiN*

Ramadhan 2009

Ramadhan skali lagi menjelma...memberi peluang untuk umat Islam mengabdikan diri kepada Allah...


Apa yang kurang dilebihkan...
Apa yang tertinggal ditampal...
Apa yang tak cukup ditambah...
Apa yang perlu didahulukan...
Apa yang wajib dilaksanakan...
Apa yang tak baik djauhi...


Kalau bulan puasa...time paling best mestilah time bukak puasa kan...
Bila matahari mula merangkak pergi, kita pula mulalah buat persiapan untuk berbuka...
Macam2 ada...

Tapi yang paling best, bukak pose ramai2 la...


just being someone


In my entire life, i did try ma hard just to understand people and treasure people's feelings...just how much i love to know and connect with people around me. Put aside my communication skills in getting new friends, i did try my best to understand people i knew. Doing ma best in whatever situations. Being there the time i was needed. Put aside all my problems, just to be someone useful to those who needed. I din do things without reasons. Just hope can be someone useful to another someone. I just can't refuse for things i dont wan to..coz i know i can..! Its not because i am someone who easily follow what people do or just do what people ask..i'm not a coolie anyway..! Its just i'm happy being that. I'm happy when i can help people. It makes me feel alive..living a life that i live... Fill the emptyness deep inside me. I dont ask people to remember every single thing i did or appreciate them.. Plus, i dont even ask for the words "thank you". Its just that i really hope people wont do those bad things to me. Things that can ruin our friendship. Coz i love every friendship that i built and really greatful for what i had. Thanks for good times and really sorry for those shits that i threw coz sometimes people do what others dont like. Its just because you are just who you are. And we all aren't perfect! That's why we need each other just to make it perfect and i don't blame you for things you din meant to coz i undestand we are all the same...aight?

coz i noe, i can~!!

Yeap, today is the day I can continue ma undone job at production line which I was trying to change the control box.

This is becoz, yesterday was the day I need to settle everything up at D6 line. Install the screw counters, sensors, valves, do wire dressings, and solves any problems that pop out during the modification process of D6. The line will be operating tis monday..aiyohhh!!! penat sangat dowh!

Thus, today is the day I got the chance to finish what is unfinish...
I find for ujang to get the blue connector and motivate maself to be strong...and yeap!
I noe I can do BETTER

..and the exact word is..
I dont need a man to help me out coz me too can do what guys did...
Eleh, bukan laki je ley wat keje2 gitu..
me pon boleh and i don need a man's help..

And, yeap...i got everything be ready at the related assy...
the control box ady up there, the cutter, blacktape, screwdriver, the blue connector, the ladder, the safety hat and the most important thing is maself~ :)

As the clock shows 11.10am, everybody go for break..then, I started with switch off the power...
and start connecting the control box..
i took Mr. Khairul advice as I can just connect the control box with another control box instead of to the main wire...coz it is easier and quicker...

Wah, without any doubt~ i did it~!!! less than 10minutes...settle everything up...
its not time to be happy yet, coz i need to on the power and try out the screwdriver first then I will noe it was a succes or another sucks day for me...

As I climb down the ladder and switch on the power supply..
And did try out the screwdriver...and..
yeah!!! i did it~!!! and as a reward to maself..i was smiling...the smile that I supposed I wore tat before..the day I got ma BLACKSTAR~hee :D

D5 line, where I need to change the control box...

I was so happy it was a success and proudly answer the line leader and the operator..
"yeap, it can be used ady..." and the word "thanks" really make me happy enough for the day even all the problems that I face these 2 and 3 days havent settle yet...

Just hope the smile can be more than enough to cover those problems..

hee...thank you ALLAH for giving me the chance to know ma ability...
and what I believe here is...I don need to call mizi for what ever problems that I need to settle down at production line...i mean it's a proof coz memang I never called him pon before tis if I need to solve anything..unless if Mr. Khairul told me.."tunggu mizi datang.."

Coz, the fact is... Mizi who is the one always called me and..says "pika, kat D3 ad problem la..tlg p tgk.." and wt is tis? hehehe...

worst day~hmm

today what a stupid mistake i almost done at my workplace..
I can't be so sure wt actually happen to me..
wt i almost done was...kill maself..ntah..yea kot~

actually i need to replace the old control box for screwdriver with a new one at production line
wut i did was, i do wait till the line stop for break...
however, i can't finish it during the time consumed..
and i was blurrr and trying to finish it even the production line ady goin to continue working after few minutes break...
i called my fren, and asked him..how? n what shoud i do..
i was panicked and blurrr...
then, he said "ko nak mati ke buat time production tengah jalan"
i was like..hah?0.o n i did realize...
OMG! what i'm trying to do..?nk settle problem kat line or nak kill maself~
aiyohhh!!!
depan2 people gk dy sergah ak...
all of sudden i feel lyk cryin..hmmm
then, naseb baek my sv datang n talk to me..if tak mmg terburai air mata..
i feel sad for wt had happened to me n for wt he had told me..huhu

the second thing happen was at petrol station...
as soon as the clock shows 5.30 and the ring bells..
i walked very quick to ma locker, changed ma shoes, and took ma bag..
i went straight away to punch out and get ma car at the parking...
hmm
drove straight away to...petrol station
nak isi minyak..
n wat happen was...after pay for the petrol
i walk to ma car and start filling..
after it was done, I went to ma seat and try to start the car..
wt i realized there was, i don have ma car key with me
wt da hell happen to me harrr?
very quickly walked to the cashier again and..
yeap!!it was there lol....

ish3..wat happen to me neh...!!!!

simpang siur

these 2 3 weeks..i dunno y..i dunno wt happen to my life.. everythng just not so right..n my mind chaos! Just wanna escape from all tis.. shift into the future where everything's gone or need not to think nemore.. Why so many things came up at the same time? Just need something to cover all these.. N i just dont have the courage to move forward. As for me, I can't run away from wat I'm facing.. Hope, things will be better sooner or later.. things or every single thing.. May Allah bless~