lalala kerjalah~!


Before I start, I wan to warn u tat tis entry gona be a long post. Pls bear with me. I dah warn awal2, so sape tak sanggup, sila klik icon close.heee...bukan ape. me takot, sbb dlu mase form 4 me penah wat org "sakit" sbb dy mintak nasihat. "mcm mane nak jd mcm I" at first mmg I da refused. but he n she insist me. So, I pon ape lagi, bukak la segala kitab tu. Last2, things turn out the other way around. I tak tahu da real reason she turn out tat way. tp, yg I perasan after tat long conversation tat evening, dy jadik
cam tu. So, I assume la sbb tu..hehe.. hope not! seram! Gud news is, she's okay now. SPM pon okay jek result dy.nice2 :) erkkk...okay2 dah melencong jauh plak kan.

Actually, I nak talk pasal kerja I. kerja? kerja pe? hehe... Esok kan cuti Labor Day. Mmg supposedly hari Sabtu is 1st May. Eleh, mcm tak biasa plak. Petronas kan mmg bwk cuti ke hari Jumaat. So, esok cutila...haihh..tergendala plak kerje lab I. tpikan, kalo tak cuti pon, I p ke lab?haha itu toksah tnya.

Okay2, ckp pasal Labor Day ni kan. I tringat laa sal intern.
Masa mula2 I dapat offer tu I tak kesah pon I sorang. Dah la register lambat dari org lain. haha Maybe I tak kesah sbb I dok ngn femly. And, I tak tahu pon sapa lgi yg intern kat situ. Opss!yea2...I tahu seorang sahaja...iaitu Benjy.hak3 The first day I masuk sana, mmg pale otak I kosong. Takda expectation pape pon. Tapi yang I pasti, I mmg sum1 yg lack of communication skills. I suke talk guna body language. haha. gile! tak..memang betul. Kalo dlu kan, masuk skolah baru je 1st day mesti kakak I da dpt kwn satu kelas. Kalo I plak, seminggu baru dapat 1 kwn..haha pity me... The thing is I dun like to talk to strangers. Tu mmg prangai I sejak azali. Kalo de org tegur I dlu, baru la I bukak mulut. haaa... ble dah start bukak mulut, jangan menyesal plak. I neh byk tnya. n sgt jahat tau! Eh2, melencong lagi....

Okay2, apa yang I nak cite act masa mula2 start intern tu mmg I rasa malas, tade mud, tatau nk buat apa, ase tak disenangi...mcm2 lah. dah kata tak pandai bergaul kan. Nak tak nak, I tetap kene pg kije, kalo tak nnti kene buang, abes laa fail n kene extend. I tanak! I sayang umi ngn abah...hee :) So, pape pon I kuatkan semangat I pegi jugak. Bangun pagi2...balik kije abah tanya..

Abah: "hari ni angah buat ape? blaja ape?"

Cam mase skola2 dlu...hehe

Ouh, I pun semangat la cite kat Abah. Abah pon buat2 muka excited dengar kan. hahaha... Yelah, pengalaman first yg paling igt I kene berdiri about 3-4 hrs sbb nk setup satu mesin neh kat production line. Sv da pesan siap2, len kali kene pasang snirik. Aduh! I pun mula la tak tentu arah. haih! banyak nk kene ingat neh. Susah gak ek nk jadi engineer.huhu

So, hari pon berlalu macam tu je. Lama2 I jadi bosan. Macam mana nk buat ma life jadi lagi extreme! I teringat sum1 pernah told me one thing. "Masa muda2 la nak kene keje kuat, ble da tua tak larat. Masa muda2 neh kumpul duit bayk2. Nanti tua da senang" Wah, senang jerk ayat tuh melekat kat lam ma pale otak neh. Memang part ayat yang tua tu I nak. Dlu, ma friends pernah tanya, nanti kan nanti u da keje u nak buat apa? Apa idaman u? Wah, soalan mencabar jiwa dan raga tu. Tp, I tak jawab. Bukan pe, I takot dorang terkejut. Kalo I cakap I nak jadik cam William lam short stories yang tajuk dy Lotus Eater tu de org ckap I gila tak?0.o haha..tp mmg pernah de org ckap I giler sbb mase form 2 dlu I pernah ngaku I suka kaler purple. Pastu, ma fren cakap org gila suka warna purple n itu adalh fakta! Amboih...sedap mengata! Mulai hari tu, I tak pernah da nak cakap I suka kaler apa.hahaha takot org ckp I giler lg kot....adeih, terpesong lg. sape yg gelak tu sila stop yea...

Dah2! so, untuk buat ma life more exciting and extreme. dengan berbekalkan ayat tadi kat pale otak, I pon kije laa 15hrs a day. Smpai kadang2 more than tat. Plus, smpai kadang2, I mmg terpaksa tido time lunch. huhu..org len p break I p tido. sbb penat sgt plus penat hari2 yg sblum yekk. eh, bgi I tak salah. bukan menular pon kan. tpi tak tahu la kalo tu kategori ponteng gak..eh2...tak2...mana ada..! Fine!

Then, ada one day tu I tgh lepak kat toilet kat shopping mall, tetiba terjumpa lak sum1..dak UTP. huhu..yg pda masa yang sama pon ngah intern gak. Dy cakap ape tau?

Dia: "Eh pika? kurus yekk..!"
haha..I was so tired masa tu...I pon ngn slamber bg kat dy plak ayat tadi...hahhaa


Me: "time muda la nk kene kerja keras kan.."
kawan dy kat sebelah tu bukan main...da pandang slack....haha ade ak kesah?0.o


Okayh2, pengalaman kerja plak. Wah! I sangat suka ngn kerja I. Seriously. Every single thing yang I blajar tu yang I suka. Most of them, mestilah ma sv yang ajar. N some of them kene blajar sendiri. Kene blajar solve problem sendiri. Haaa...tat's da most important thing. Ma sv tu busy. I ley jumpa dy kadang2 je. So, banyak yang I kene settle kan sendiri. self-learning. Tu la yang I suka ngn ma job. Then, when dealing with the job, we have to meet people. People? haa.. org neh macam2 ragam. tapi, yang penting kene s.a.b.a.r. tau! Eleh, dlu masa masuk event2 pon kena deal ngn ramai org kan. tambah2 masa nk mintak sponsor...haa...samela tu. If you wan to gain something, u have to give in something. fuh!! berfalsafah plak...

So, kalo pengalaman2 deal ngn org neh kan. satu peristiwa yang I paling ingat pasal sorang neh la. its all about R.E.S.P.E.C.T! fuh....mamat neh amat sombong dan bongkak. Kalo dy nak something tu, memang tak reti nk talk elok2. kalo bley nak kerja dy tu settle time tu jugak. Macam kita buat kerja dy sorang jek. Sampai satu hari tu....dy mintak I buat something. Okay, cite la pasal requirement dy sume. bla3...I yang sabar neh dengar jelaa... so, da habes dy membebel tu, I cakap..."okayh! bley!" memang senang je pe yg dy nak tu...tak smpai 10 minit pon I da settle. tpi, biasalaa....after buat adjustment sume. kene stay dlu make sure tat thing works well. so, I pon tunggu la kejab. keje lain da panggil neh..sabar2.... tapi kan, dy still takpuas hati ngn apa yang i buat.

Mamat tu: I nak display data "zero zero!"

I was like...agak bengkek laa..

Me: "ha neh la dy. mmg kami program macam neh. Kalo tade process kat cneh, kita off kan display, tpi benda neh still on. makna yee sensor dy still detect n valve dy still akan on. So, line tak akan sangkut."


mamat tuh cam degil...dah ar ckp tengking2...tapi tape, I tabahkan hati prove kat dy.. taktahu laa I kene explain brapa banyak baru dy nak terima...



haa neh..kat display neh la yg dy nk zero-zero tu..

So, dah settle 2 set lepas, dy ckp okay. siap angkat ibu jari lagii....wah! cam kagum je. tp kan, tetiba sumething happen... line tu jadik terlaju plak. terlepas 2 set lam satu masa. dy panggil I blik...dy cakap neh kenapa camneh? I was..hah?pelik la kan...so, I study da problem sume.

Okayh, neh bukan masalah counter or sensor or valve. Neh msalah conveyer I ckp. ME kene tgkkan kot. Tapi dy tak percaya. dy pon cakap...


Mamat tu: "Cepat2 call Khairul tanya macam mana..."

Me at tat time sangat serba salah sbb Khairul (refer to ma sv) sangatlah bz. Yela, banyak production line baru bukak n dy nak kene settle macam2 plus buat jig lg sume. Masalah kecik camneh I ley settle snirik. So, takan tu pon nak kacau dy kan. Dy berkeras nk I call. So, untuk puaskan hati dy tu, I pon call la.

Me: "bla3" sambil berselindung di sebalik whiteboard.
Ma sv: "a'ah tu bukan problem kita. Tape2 nanti kite p tgk"

Haih! masa tu sangat la geram and saket hati. Tak pasal2 nak susah kan ma sv lak ase. huhu! panas2...! Nak susah kan me tape....neh smpai nk susahkan ma sv. Menda kecik je pon nk kecoh. Me pon trus p jumpe abg Azhar, Maintenance department and story the situation.

Abg Azhar: "Ouh, yeke...kalo camtu memang masalah kita org. Tape2, nanti I call org conveyer tu dtg."

Dengar abg Azhar ckap camtu...me ase lega sangat. tp still panas kat mamat tadi tu. So, I nk lepaskan geram neh...I p blakang whiteboard, p maki hamun kat situ. Yelah, kita ckap tanak dengar. Nak suh org ikot kepala dy je. Tapi kan...Pape pon I tetap kene bersabar....Itulah cabaran hidup dan kerja.

Nak dijadikan cerita, masa menda tu happen...partner I neh ikot je...follow je apa yang berlaku. Pastu, sume org jadik tahu cerita tu. Yelah, sape tak bengang kan. N the best part is after that, bla dy mintak tlg...sume trainee wat bodoh n tak layan. haha yelaa...nk mintak tlg org, tp tak reti respect org. I mmg ley sabar je ngn org cmtu, tp jgn smpai cabar I la..kang makan ikan masin ngn sliper...huhu

Smpai satu tahap tu kan, dy kene talk baik2 untuk mintak tlg budak2 neh baru akan dilayan.haha... Mase tu I da abes intern. N dengar cite, skang dy dah reti ckap baik2 untuk mintak tlg....haa...camtu kan bagus...org nk tlg pon senang hati.Problem, bincang la...neh nak ikot dy je. tp, dy pon tak tahu menda tu mcm mane.huhu....


So, abes la cite pasal mamat tu. huih2! kalo ikotkan byk cite sal kerje dlu...tp nanti la cite. I tak reti nak susun2 ayat. haha tpi kan tatau la mcm mane mlm neh bley nk bukak cite neh kat blog....hehee....

Lastly, moral of the story...kerja leklok! RESPECT people itu penting...! To ma friend yang akan start praktikal smpai tak sempat2 nk tunggu I balik KL, sila amek pengajaran dari cerita I neh kay..

Kk, wish u best of luck! :)




p/s: neh de org penah cakap kat I la... "jangan smpai org pijak kepala kita"

that's all for today yarppp....ciao! :)



Euphonious 2010

Just feel like writing something here before go to bed.
My wiken was great! Euphonious, bbQ, and outing with Nerdie.

Apa yang best sangat pasal Eupho?

Well, I dunno the answer. But, I can say congrats as this is it's fifth anniversary. It was since 2006, which when I was doing ma foundation here. Basically it is organized by International Culture Club (ICC). When I was the committee in 2007, this club was the third biggest club in UTP. Currently?tak tau la plak i. Dah lama retire ngn club2 neh.. As far as I remembered, since 2007 I haven miss any of this event. Euphonious is a band competition which really challenge the ability of the competitors. I love to attend this event as I love musics. maybe. hahaha and I adore the drummer. seriously. :P

Apa yang special Eupho 2010?

hahaha if last year I can enjoy Bunkface perform on stage. This time is
the turn for 6ixth Sense. Trust me, at first I never tot that I wana go for this year event. But, suddenly, it changed ma mind. Just wanna be out of ma world kejap...that's all. bukan sebab 6ixth Sense pon. Trust me, memang I tak ikot perkembangan artis tapi I tak tahu kenapa I rasa familiar bila dengar the name 6ixth Sense. But then, when I hear one of ma friend keep on saying about the band and during the performance I discover, "ouh, patutlaa..." (i cakap lam hati je) I love to listen to the song "Tanpa" which was the theme song for the malay drama "cinta untuk ain". hahaha now I realize 6ixth Sense is the group who performed that night. hahaha




this poster I curik kat blog Euphonious2010


p/s:thanks to Jose for da last minute ticket...hee :D




Pesan Abah





Abah selalu pesan,

"lam idup, ilmu de dua...ilmu pelajaran dan ilmu kehidupan. Nak jadi insan berguna, kenalah master dua2 ilmu neh."

Maksud Abah: sambil2 p skolah tu, kena la blajar pasal manusia dan ragam yek jugak.


"biar kita alah, tapi kita menang"

Maksud Abah: biarlah bersederhana, asalkan bahagia :)


"Yang baik jadikan tauladan,Yang buruk jadikan sempadan"

Maksud Abah: Do study, do observe, do anylize...yg baik tu boleh dicontohi, yang buruk tu mintak jauh la kan...


"Lupakan yang lain~"

Maksud Abah: p skolah tu blaja betul2, tayah dk pk menda bukan2 yg ley buat ilang fokus


This is ma interpretation for pesan abah...tak taulah kalo abah de maksud lain. Pepe pon, i'm glad to have such a great dad. :)

Thanks Abah & Umi for being there for me....always~








Pesan untuk diri sendiri: "Biar org buat kat kita, jgn kita buat kat org." dan tiada maksud tersirat.




Dear Pika




Dear diary,

I got a nightmare!
pusing kanan muka hantu
pusing kiri ada hantu
pandang depan nmpak jalan tapi gelap
pandang belakang pon same gak
lompat turun bawah, lipas lak berlegar2
sangat seram.tatau nk p mane dah....




Dear heart,

please be strong! Just stay a little longer...coz I know the shine is there.
keep on walking...coz one day u'll find the spot.
let the hantu2 and lipas2 colours your way. Just have to be a bit patient.
Jangan cepat mengalah...jangan cepat mengalirkan air mata.
Kerna itu sume adalah lumrah...




p/s: I really wish someone would say the same thing to me....as same as Nerdie told SNF. entri-mungkin-paling-sewel



aku bingung~


ak bingung

ptg neh de test, tp menda lain yg ak risaukan

apa dia em?hmm

sekiranya ak yg bersalah, maafkanlah...kerna kau bukan dendamku





is for?










life goes on aite

erm..bila pk2 blik..
ape yg me nk fenimkan sgt?
tade mende pon actually...
coz life goes on...n me?keep on learning kan~
am i right?

tp, betul ke? me slalu pk menda in a complicated way? macam mane?

pepe pon, I'm home :)



in addition, thanks to cikcah:-

Noor'aishah Mohamad commented on her status:

"Angah : Sometimes ppl just don't like wat we said, so instead of we hurt other ppl with our words or their respond might hurt us, it is better to keep quiet. By not saying anything, it is not hypocrite or not being not honest, it is just keeping the comment to ourselves. Hypocrite when we say something we don't believe. Not honest, when we do something with intention to get something in return & dat something we don't believe. Dats why, at some point it is better we don't say anything than trying to be honest but end-up making enemy. Not many ppl like to hear honest opinion, cos truth hurts."




where am I ?


what happen?0.o
wadehek with this early in the morning post?
okayh, smlm nerdie post kol 8.35am..now me at 6.35 am!!

wt happen actually is I cant really sleep coz ma mind keep talking and UTP actually panas sangat!
[49 degree celcius.b
etulke? ma godzilla said, if 49, mesti da trbakar UTP.hahaha]

It's not that, woke up early in da morning and start to babbling here for nothing, but...

Okayh,

1. is quality better than quantity? or its vice versa
2. is hypocrite better than honest? or its vice versa
3. is purple better than green? or its v
ice versa

Izt true I got emotion problem? okayh
or is da answer is really a "yes" when I asked those questions?hmm 0.o





where am I when I am 25?

5 years ago or since 10 years ago I owez think about this...
and this post keep pending in ma post list coz I dunno what to write about it.
I owez wish I am a better person. wish I am far better than I am now.
I used to draw ma life time-line how I wan my life to be, but when I looked back...
none would be as same as it is.
when, it does happen...what shud I do?
but still, i dunno where will I be when I am 25.
coz I owez noe what I want, its just izt mine or somebody else?

when it comes to :: happiness :: what about it ??
I used to read "sophie's world"
the world of philosopher, coz I wan to noe what they think about "thinking, life and happiness"
what plato thinks? what about aristotle? and other scholars
reading this...does it prove that i am...? OMG!
one of the reason is cause I luv to understand people and how people think..
but when it comes to me...?what about it?


ma life full of questions when I start to think bout every single thing!


p/s: dun make ur life miserable just thinking about what will happen in da future.
U better think, "how to make ma life better!"






bottle of blue






keep on putting weight in a bottle of t.r.u.s.t



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okayh, tis part got nothing to do with da bottle above.
as I was thinking this for so many times...I think I wanna post here officially.
I'm not sure if tis gona work or not...but gimme a chance kay...

so, wassap kan?

ok2, I was thinking making ma blog as an informative blog which I wan to start writing about something that relate to what I'm doing now...

I will open a new page, talking bout rapid prototyping and rapid tooling which relate to what I'm working on.

plus, I also interested on writing on things like other things like..... ops! rahsia..surprise!

ok2, I know I'm not an expert, but please gimme a chance k~!





ma cessna is yawing


here it is...

I've come to the part which is.... "arghhhhhh......wuteva!!"

serabott sangat~!

nope! never meant to spread da virus here...but its just !@#$%^&*()_
+

haih...start to fedup with everything!






unresolved map in ma chaos mind




wait...

I just can't lose ma mind!

Yeap! I must keep on doing what I do!

P, u must keep on controlling the plane!

Yeap, u must keep on politicizing urself!


Find the right tower to park ur Cessna, coz u really wanna change that with A380!





I just can't park here, coz I have to continue da journey!