salam maal hijrah

me once asked this question...




trust me, now me got the answer....it's your heart. simple.






Neway, selamat menyambut maal hijrah. isi lah hati dengan nilai-nilai murni. andai pernah dicemari, bersihkanlah dengan ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran. Ya-Allah, jauhkan lah ak dari hasutan syaitan yang direjam. sesungguhnya ak mencari keredhaan-Mu di setiap langkah perjuanganku.







gong xi






congratulations~!
M&F






Jan O six


surely me....



surely mine....



and surely thanks for these.... :) 


random


Today gonna be one of the new chapters in my life. its gonna be dull, its gonna be interesting or its gonna fill with anger or temptation or whatever. Life just dunt care. It doesnt stop whenever we want it to stop. and sometimes it does stop whenever we are still in the stake of enjoying everything we want and dont want to lose them at all. strange. but true. just live. yeterday, today, tomorrow even in the future, there will always be something for us to grab and captured. but how much do we appreciate that? a day? a month? or an hour? sometimes we dont even noe what make us feel better. there's always a trick. and we simply judge what is playing on the eyes. not looking trough the heart. simply judge. and says its ok. I believe, I wont be writing here for quite a moment in the future. But this page is still here for me to flip through. may everyone have a good life and have a happy ending life. have a healthy life. have a balance life. home, work, love and health. take care of yourself and if you want something in life, go reach out and grab it! May Allah bless everyone~~ 


Thanks for everything.


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16 10



Untuk tatapanku…





Hanya Untuk Mu Sayang


Dear World,

Wow, dah lama tak guna perkataan world tu kan....haha neway, this post is specially dedicated to all my colleagues. Tajuk entry macam jiwang je kan. Zzzz....takde niat pon nk tulis entry jiwang kay.

Okay, actually what am gonna talk about today is a very simple thing. Maybe ada orang dah tahu and dah selalu gunakan. me pon always guna, especially when I would like to consider it as private dedication/wish.  Oh yea, actually am talking about posting my status on facebook.  

These few steps are easy to follow when I wish to update private status, which I wish only that person can read my status and not to the whole world. Neway, just follow the steps below:

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p/s: harap info neh berguna untuk kawan rakan taulan




Eid Mubarak


Eid?

Wow...first time ever balik kampung! haha 

Dulu, masa dok kelantan, tak pernah balik beraya kampung abah....sebab nenek meniggal tahun 1994. Datuk plak memang dah takde masa abah darjah 3 lagi. Bila tiba raya, nak balik Kampung Pulau Meranti, abang-abang abah plak cakap takyah balik, sebab dorang seronok nak raya kat Kelantan. Dorang plak yang balik kampung yang bukan kampung. hehe

Then, sejak berpindah ke Putrajaya, this year raya is the first nak balik beraya kat Kelantan. So, dipendekkan cerita, umur 23 baru merasa balik kampung. Balik 3 hari je. Sebab Friday 2 September dah kene masuk kerja. Abah pon.

Anyhow, raya macam mana? 0.o 

Not bad! I mean, it was great actually. Seeing people yang dah lama tak jumpa. 

And and and the most important part is...tahun neh dah start kene bagi duit raya! haha dah tua katakan... tua? 0.o no lah! Yelaa...dah start keja, kene la bersedekah sedikit sebanyak...berkongsi dengan limpahan rezeki yang dikurniakan-Nya. Kadang-kadang kita kat atas, kadang-kadang kat bawah. lumrah kehidupan!
































18 08


It was 23 years ago...

the day I first gotta see the world, and the most important thing in life is...i gotta see my mom and dad.

was raised up in the most modest way and learn the hardship of life.

grown up!

and here I am. Thanks umi & abah for the greatest love I ever had in my life!










Thanks love!





Morning Entry


Nak morning entry ke Saturday entry? Haha takde kene mengena pon dengan entry today…

Fine!

Actually, I have a story to tell you....it is a successful story. ahaha jangan gelak kay. actually, I baru genap sebulan kerja kat tempat baru tu. And nothing harmed. gulpp! Kecoh je kan...! org lain 1 year anniversary pon tak kecoh. Me, baru one month dah ckp successful la ape lak kan. Haishh...nape negative sangat neh? Erk, sebab me tak negative la me said mcm tu. praise yourself. itula salah satu cara nk motivatekan diri sendiri.

Eh, by the way...me nk share this one quote yang tiba-tiba buat me rasa bersemangat semalam. And nk start serious with my career. Tahu kah anda ape itu? 0.o jeng jeng jeng...

Well, it is this quote....

"You must have long range goals to keep you from being frustrated by short range failures"

~ Charles Noble ~

Wah2!! Positive tak? Positive sangat la tu…..tiba2 semangat nk g kerja kan…taknk pk sangat pasal tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow or what ever….sebab sume tu akan always lead to my negative thinking. I nk live life yg today. Sebab me ada bigger dream yg me nak in ma life! Apekah itu? Setakat neh…”biarlah rahsia”… Erk, lagu siti la plak. Well, siti ada lagu baru…..”Falling in love”. Hehe me tak layan sangat pon Siti Nurhaliza, tapi dah hari2 traffic jam layan radio….so, terlayan la jugak. Ok what.hahaha

Tapi me lagi suka lagu neh….. abc & xyz
Okayh, sempena semangat baru neh…hope sume ley doakan me for the best kay.
Oh ya, hope?hee ble nk boleh sambung blajar neh?0.o huhu

meja bersepahh...sila kemas!!


and I have just got this quote from a man few minutes ago…


“How many times this week did you tell "the story" about how badly you were hurt and how horribly you were wronged? How many times a day do you think about this hurt? It is a stake driven into the ground that keeps you from moving away from this hurt. Rather, forgive your enemy because it's the kindest thing you can do for your friends and family. Negativity is depressing - physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally.So walk awy from all this. Move forward.
Send him or her a blessing”

~Ridzuan Pereira~




P/s: wtj perlukan perhatian. Harap mamut
p/s/s: today me nak warna hijau




Avril Lavigne - Smile

Damn! Am in love with this song



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“SMILE”



You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don’t really give a shit
Ya go with it, go with it, go with it
‘Cause you’re fuckin’ crazy Rock n’ roll


You-ou said 
“Hey”
“What’s your name?”
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said 
“Hey”
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

Yeah

[chorus]
And that’s why 
I smile J
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I smile.. J

Last night I blacked out, I think.
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then
Oh oh
I Woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you.
I would do it all over again

You said 
“Hey” (hey)
”What’s your name?” (what’s your name?)
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said
 “Hey” (hey)
And since that day, (since that day)
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

[chorus]
And that’s why 
I smile J 
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J 

You know that 
I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

You know that 
I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control


[chorus]
And that’s why
 I smile J
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J

The Reasons


Hi...

It has been 1 week kan....me at ma new working place. wow, agakla kene gerak 6.30 pagi dari rumah. penat travel je hari-hari kan.tp takpe, here much-much better liao

Anyway, ramai tanya kenapa me resign. well, kalau me cakap sebab culture shock kang kene gelak....hahaha Anyhow, there are some reasons why. Few me can share here, but some other reasons might be too personal and you can ask me in personal kay. 

Yela, sape tak terkejut bila i sanggup kuar from oil & gas company. Tapi takpe, kalau ade rezeki next time ley mintak lagi. kan kan kan Sapura maybe?0.o ahaha

Okay2, others might not understand what i  really feel. Bukan niatku nak mempermainkan perasaan sesiapa, tetapi ini adalah untuk masa depan-ku. here is the rank why I resigned;

1. job description
2. management
3. life/job satisfaction

Hmm, nk kene elaborate gak ke? Fine..! am speaking in general kay. not intended to point to anyone kay. takde kaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun sudah meninggal. sebab neh adalah ape yang me rasa. orang lain me tak tahu kay. first reason is job description, okay me ngaku memang me tak minat langsung job scope yg me buat kat sana. am sorry. and the second reason is management. speaking in general, i just dont feel secure. am sorry. and the third reason is life/job satisfaction. everyday pegi n balik kerja, i just did not get that. hari2 kalau boleh nk pack barang pukul 5 lg. ahaha am sorry. plus hari-hari bukak jobstreet. erkk 0.o

So far, i have attended 10th interviews session, sampai dah boleh hafal skrip interview and dah tahu soklan-soklan interview. hahaha rajin betul pegi interview kan. there's nothing i can say more, coz me mmg suka jmpa org. learn about new things and learn about people too. so, sesiapa yang nk tips intervew, ur most welcomed. and i ade buat service untuk buat resume letopsss! any queries dipersilakan yeopp!

Oh ya! before I end, my life here at this new place....much-much better! Thank you Allah~ May Allah bless us and everything...





Okay, gambar neh adalah untuk tatapan khas adikku Syamima Misran and ma fren Sarah Salehuddin. To anyone yang berminat nk g final game Dato' Nicole esok, you can call me to get this ticket only at RM20. After game, ada special photo session with Dato'. 


cukup sudah untuk bebelan hari ini. renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal...



Last Day


Last Day?

Last day of what? I wish today is my last day here. Bos baru masuk tpi g makan kat pantry plak. Lalu kat depan ak buat tak nampak. Hahaha Fine! K.As dah mengamuk byk job masuk tapi tak cukup kaki tangan. Bukan niatku untuk menghuru-harakan. Even Lan happy ak dapat kerja lain. Dy pon faham keadaan ak. haha cliche kan.

Just met HR people. She said pasal confirmation tu. Tapi, me no comment. Malas nak campur tangan urusan bos. Coz I am fine. Heboh kat org cakap me nak resign sebab tak dapat confirmation lagi.
P-L-E-A-S-E la weyy. This thing lagi cliche.

I know, jumping to this future employer cant guaranteed me anything. Yes, better position. Better Job Description. Still it cant be guaranteed that I can develop there. Just hope so. Even for the environment thingy, nothing can promised me that am gonna like it there. Yes, that's the risk I should take. Maybe some people will understand. Some might not. Help me to grow. Just please! Let me be my true self. Just gimme the chance. The opportunities are such a big thing for a new comer. Trust me!


Wish me Luck for my future undertakings!






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RFQ

Dear world,

It has been so hard these days. Mr. Godzilla pon da penat kot ngn my unstable emotion and also fluctuating moods. Well, I did not intended to do so. It’s just the things that evolve around me these days’ releases too much negative ions surround me.  Haih cakap macam neh, nati ade org ckp I blame other things untuk cover up benda yg I sendiri create actually. 

Haha Like I care~~! Actually, No lah…! Of coz not.

Okay the issue here today is not the money, but the scope. Where the happiness of me lies there. Money is just part of it. The deal is not…



Opps! Jab, ad phone call**********************************************************************(on call)




Ya Allah…dpt call for interview lagi. Dengan masalah yang sedia ada sekarang, ceq da penat. Now dah menyesal kenapa apply banyak2. Yea lah, dlu ak geram. I am not happy here, tu yang maen cekau je mana yang ade offer.

Tadi baru dia orang offer nak tambah 1k. Sbb nk ak stay. Now tambah satu interview lg. Company automotive lak tu. Lagi la pening! Macam mana ni Ya Allah. Susungguhnya hamba-Mu ini lemah dalam membuat keputusan.

Here, maybe I won’t stay. Coz money just can’t buy happiness. Just like sorry can’t buy forgiveness. It’s true. 




currently

Sleepy. So damn sleepy.Yeap, I took this opportunity to fill up the time and write something here. Today, I have nothing much to do, sebab tu ngantuk tahap takley bukak mata neh. Kalau boleh bawak bantal, pastu tido bawah meja. Wallah! Best wooo....tapi, apakan daya, semua tu hanyalah imaginasi semata-mata. Tak pon main bubble saga. hee Tapi takley bukak fb lak kat office. Boleh bukak, tp kene guna https. Okay done pasal mengarut...So, wassap world? 0.o

Well, nothing much. I have been totally decided that I will just stay at home. But, I have to wake up earlier so that I will not be late to work. What if I change job? zomg! Macam tak bley stay rumah je. (-_-) Not to forget, smlm smpai office lewat giler. 3 hours stuck in traffic jams. 9.45 baru smpai office. First time lambat, malu tahap gaban. Calar record letops i.huhu


Versus

Kelantan Vs Terengganu

Di saat ini, tgh game piala FA Kelantan lawan Terengganu di Stadium Bukit Jalil. Kejab tadi tgk, tapi bosan la plak. huhu....tgk kat tv1 je. macam tak menang je Kelantan. Game pon macam tak best tonight. Boleh plak Daudsu jaring gol sendiri di saat pengadil dah nak tiup wisel times up. ayoyo...tak pasal-pasal dapat extra time, and Terengganu ley jaring lagi satu gol. Ahaha....peminat TRW pasti kecewa.

Tapi, me tak ambil kisah pon pasal bola neh. Just tadi sebab Syafiq tgk, me layan jela. Lagipun cerekarama macam bosan je tonight. huhu

Anyway, lusa dah start kerja. Seems like I still cant decide either to stay home or not. Nampak gaya erkk balik ampang la esok. Lagipun, ma familiy sudah pulang from Kelantan. Wow! Missing them so much. Besides, even besday abah 6 June, and at that time abah kat Kelantan....and diorang dah sambut pon kat sana, we still gonna sambut as a whole family tomorrow. InsyaAllah~


Nampak gaya erk, still kena bear with the job and the house. Goodluck Syafiqa Misran!




Penat ke Letih?

Hai nk cite pasal penat plak.

Okay, actually this week I have to go to work from home...which is Putrajaya. This is because memang Kak Cik sorang je ada kat rumah. Yang lain kan balik Kelantan. and saya tahu, memang saya kakak yang bertanggungjawab...ahaha

Well, semalam was the first day I tried. Will look how it goes this week. If berbaloi-baloi, me insyaAllah akan stay kat rumah je. Erm, still in the decision making process lagi. Sebab this week is like an examination and analyzation process. Let see how it goes. Tapi kalau stay kat rumah, a bit far la from Cheras kalau berbanding dengan Ampang. ahaha

Yea, plus....kalau duk rumah, I dun have to pay the rent and waste my money just like that. Lagipun kalau stay kat rumah, bahagia sangat-sangat. hee :D

Bukan apa, its just I am trying my best to neutralize the environment. Just like the illustration below;


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Ratu M


Wow! Ada cerita panas! panas!

Ahaha...tak la panas mana pon actually. Erm, tadi kan me kuar jenjalan just to release the tension in my head and shopping sikit-sikit.

Then, tgh dok jalan-jalan tu, suddenly terserempak ngn Ratu M. Eh-eh, tetiba plak jadi ratu kan. Bukan apa, tadi me nampak Miss M tu dah rambut panjang, mcm Ella...Ratu Rock Malaysia tu. So, tak salah me bagi gelaran Ratu M plak kan. Saje je mak nak bagi hangat, nak bagi dy glamour sikit kan. Well, tak cukup glamour lagi ke?0.o

Hmm...neh tulis entry neh mesti kena maki lagi. Eh, bukan me nak cakap pape pon. Me just nak cite yang sebelum kita org terserempak tu, me and Kak Cik luncheon kat Pizza Hut. Then, at that time...me tetiba bukak cite sal Ratu M tu. Me cakap, "hmm...kalo jumpa dia pon me sendiri tak tahu nak cakap apa." Well, memang betul pon.

Masa ternampak Ratu M tu kan, me jadi speechless...dunno what to say. and am shaking. Wow! tak tahu la dy ad aura ape kan. Masing-masing buat tak kenal. So, I guess we both have nothing to say actually. So, I believe we are zero-zero. Just assume that we tak pernah kenal each other. Macam me jumpe awek-awek cina kat mana-mana jua. 

Well, tak apa....me redha. Me pon dah maafkan Ratu M dengan apa yang dia buat me rasa neh. Just kalau dia still tak boleh nak maafkan me, tu terpulang kat dia lah. I have no right to force her lagipun. Enough is enough. So, sekarang memang terbukti. Kalau jumpa pon, I have nothing to say. Dan bermakna, mungkin this is the last entry pasal M. Anggap je me tak pernah kenal M. Senang citer kan!


p/s: Easier said than done!




eh, kejab-kejab...as for that, me nak upload gambar neh buat kenangan.