Hello World,

Macam biasa lah , after one month baru ada masa nak update. Hey, macam la busy sangat. Well, today a bit relax. This morning, woke up...get breakfast with family then went to work. Amazingly, sampai office, tengah buat kerja, suddenly rasa nak balik and malas nak buat kerja. Grrrr Ntah kenapa. Mungkin perasaan marah masih berkobar-kobar and kesian dekat org-org yang kene datang kerja tu. Seriously, they should be with their family at this hour.

What make me so busy? 

Well, it was hanging...there...Process. Why? Because suddenly Matahari got transfered back to IWS. Well, just to cover things up nicely which in other words, he was fired. Well.....that's what everybody really wish for. But, not me! Please, and I know a few people also disagree. But, we are nobody and have no power. Well, the person who disagreed also got terminated. Such a cruel world. Am not saying everything was not good or not bad. Still, there are positive parts and negative parts of it.

He was good in teaching. Even I was scold or got humiliated, still he always want to teach me something and make me much-much stronger. With this new situation and environment, everybody start showing their true colors. Well, there is no boss, so everybody wants to be the boss. Trying so hard kicking the competence out and build the empire. 

How good life is with these kind of people. Kenapa melayu susah nak maju. Sebab perangai busuk hati, dengki, kedekut ilmu, dan macam-macam lagi yang tak pernah nak menyokong satu sama lain supaya sama-sama berjaya. It happen to me or not happen to me, still, I am an observer and a good one!

Thanks a bunch!
Syafiqa Misran

nobody knows

Dear Diary,

Why I am facing such so much stress these days? Is there any room for me to get some relaxation and peacefulness. Without disturbance from the negative thoughts and negative ions? Negative environment and negative vibration? Why all these thing happen without prior notice? It's just happen! and me? as always...amazingly not under-control, naive and simply pretending. Look so tough and untouchable...but, I am so weak inside. Fighting silently, trying to prove that I can.

Hey, why the hell i care all bout this? nothing related to me. but still, it is affecting my life, my path and my concern. Should stop talking bout nonsense but still they bothering me. with the actions and superstar drama. Hahaha

Sometimes, it is funny to know something that people dont know that I know. What is that? Well, pretending like I know nothing why they act that way and just let them  be. But actually, I am super duper understand what is going on around here. That is the advantages you know about psikology, and philosophy  and social science plus life experiences. Oh my, but nobody knows.

Best Regard, P.