My World

no need title

2012-02-04T08:56:00.001+08:00

Actually, got loadssssss of hot stories. Well, can consider as hot. but figuring that no shame, make me believe of some mentality problem. People do good deeds, People do the bad deeds. After all, it defines the rooted and how it expanded. the brain, the body, the feeling and oh the heart. Hey, no point to story here but still i am so thankful and grateful for having umi and abah...and ofcoz my family. need not additional members. Sure! I am seriously sure. we are who we are. Not from the same rooted. but can consider under same generation? Oh stop it babe! I am thankful for what Allah has granted me. Umi and Abah is the most precious thing (person) in my life.

Since I was a kid, I have never seen them do bad things to people. They tot us the best they can. Even being fooled by people for so many times, they always take the positive part of it. Even, being treated bad by others for quite million of times, they ignored them all and still teaches us the most important life's aesthetic. RESPECT. And, they never put grudge on them. and never allow us too. Besides, when bad things happen, they taught us to take it as a reminder, just not to do the same thing to other people. Because trust me, they have a good heart. Yes true, they can't give us everything, but they already gave us the most precious shield and bullet to continue the journey where ever we are.

This is no rude, but sometimes I have to tell. Yes to tell, so that I can see more clearer, what's hidden. or why does that happen. oh stop it! Sunny always said, if he'd find who did that kerosin thingy or can also be considered as murder attempt, he wud give 50,000 for phsycology treatment. oh mai, i dunt have loads of money, but i can pass you to sunny. grrr.

Well, whatever you did, this entry is still posted with some respect. and never meant to hurt anybody. and yes, i have forgive you...because once promised to myself, that i will forgive people before go to sleep everyday.

rambling

2012-01-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hey there, its quite boring tho. and it has been almost 2 weeks little Raf not here. No place for stories nemore. None would understand more. Nothing can be done. Just keep surviving. Hey, poor Sascha. somebody put something in his mineral bottle. Something oily, smells like petrol. Totally lost his focus today. Was happy this morning on his first day after christmas. Turn out to be something else.

And most important, I lost the game. Am sucks at planning the surprises or whatever. arghh... kantoi sendiri. Nothing more important than his happiness. my love. am calling him my love. so what? You have been there at your age? So, why cant me? Stop talking bad bout people if you yourself cant guarantee that you are good. Well, better. No harm, dont feel offended. Just this writing is all about me myself and my world. Other than that, thanks alot to my family for the support in making the wishes. and well, helping me to make it happen. So lucky to have my family whom always being supportive and love me. Love my family so much! Thanks loads loads loads.

Thank you Allah for sending the love through the people I love.

HAPPY 2012! :)

salam maal hijrah

2011-11-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

me once asked this question...

trust me, now me got the answer....it's your heart. simple.

Neway, selamat menyambut maal hijrah. isi lah hati dengan nilai-nilai murni. andai pernah dicemari, bersihkanlah dengan ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran. Ya-Allah, jauhkan lah ak dari hasutan syaitan yang direjam. sesungguhnya ak mencari keredhaan-Mu di setiap langkah perjuanganku.

gong xi

2011-10-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

congratulations~!
M&F

Jan O six

2011-10-23T20:39:00.003+08:00

surely me....

surely mine....

and surely thanks for these.... :)

random

2011-10-09T10:34:00.001+08:00

Today gonna be one of the new chapters in my life. its gonna be dull, its gonna be interesting or its gonna fill with anger or temptation or whatever. Life just dunt care. It doesnt stop whenever we want it to stop. and sometimes it does stop whenever we are still in the stake of enjoying everything we want and dont want to lose them at all. strange. but true. just live. yeterday, today, tomorrow even in the future, there will always be something for us to grab and captured. but how much do we appreciate that? a day? a month? or an hour? sometimes we dont even noe what make us feel better. there's always a trick. and we simply judge what is playing on the eyes. not looking trough the heart. simply judge. and says its ok. I believe, I wont be writing here for quite a moment in the future. But this page is still here for me to flip through. may everyone have a good life and have a happy ending life. have a healthy life. have a balance life. home, work, love and health. take care of yourself and if you want something in life, go reach out and grab it! May Allah bless everyone~~

Thanks for everything.

16 10

2011-09-24T07:41:00.001+08:00

Untuk tatapanku…

Hanya Untuk Mu Sayang

2011-09-23T21:48:00.009+08:00

Dear World,

Wow, dah lama tak guna perkataan world tu kan....haha neway, this post is specially dedicated to all my colleagues. Tajuk entry macam jiwang je kan. Zzzz....takde niat pon nk tulis entry jiwang kay.

Okay, actually what am gonna talk about today is a very simple thing. Maybe ada orang dah tahu and dah selalu gunakan. me pon always guna, especially when I would like to consider it as private dedication/wish. Oh yea, actually am talking about posting my status on facebook.

These few steps are easy to follow when I wish to update private status, which I wish only that person can read my status and not to the whole world. Neway, just follow the steps below:

p/s: harap info neh berguna untuk kawan rakan taulan

Eid Mubarak

2011-09-09T22:46:00.007+08:00

Eid?

Wow...first time ever balik kampung! haha

Dulu, masa dok kelantan, tak pernah balik beraya kampung abah....sebab nenek meniggal tahun 1994. Datuk plak memang dah takde masa abah darjah 3 lagi. Bila tiba raya, nak balik Kampung Pulau Meranti, abang-abang abah plak cakap takyah balik, sebab dorang seronok nak raya kat Kelantan. Dorang plak yang balik kampung yang bukan kampung. hehe

Then, sejak berpindah ke Putrajaya, this year raya is the first nak balik beraya kat Kelantan. So, dipendekkan cerita, umur 23 baru merasa balik kampung. Balik 3 hari je. Sebab Friday 2 September dah kene masuk kerja. Abah pon.

Anyhow, raya macam mana? 0.o

Not bad! I mean, it was great actually. Seeing people yang dah lama tak jumpa.

And and and the most important part is...tahun neh dah start kene bagi duit raya! haha dah tua katakan... tua? 0.o no lah! Yelaa...dah start keja, kene la bersedekah sedikit sebanyak...berkongsi dengan limpahan rezeki yang dikurniakan-Nya. Kadang-kadang kita kat atas, kadang-kadang kat bawah. lumrah kehidupan!

18 08

2011-09-09T22:14:00.003+08:00

It was 23 years ago...

the day I first gotta see the world, and the most important thing in life is...i gotta see my mom and dad.

was raised up in the most modest way and learn the hardship of life.

grown up!

and here I am. Thanks umi & abah for the greatest love I ever had in my life!

Thanks love!

Morning Entry

2011-08-13T09:36:00.011+08:00

Nak morning entry ke Saturday entry? Haha takde kene mengena pon dengan entry today…

Fine!

Actually, I have a story to tell you....it is a successful story. ahaha jangan gelak kay. actually, I baru genap sebulan kerja kat tempat baru tu. And nothing harmed. gulpp! Kecoh je kan...! org lain 1 year anniversary pon tak kecoh. Me, baru one month dah ckp successful la ape lak kan. Haishh...nape negative sangat neh? Erk, sebab me tak negative la me said mcm tu. praise yourself. itula salah satu cara nk motivatekan diri sendiri.

Eh, by the way...me nk share this one quote yang tiba-tiba buat me rasa bersemangat semalam. And nk start serious with my career. Tahu kah anda ape itu? 0.o jeng jeng jeng...

Well, it is this quote....

‎"You must have long range goals to keep you from being frustrated by short range failures"

~ Charles Noble ~

Wah2!! Positive tak? Positive sangat la tu…..tiba2 semangat nk g kerja kan…taknk pk sangat pasal tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow or what ever….sebab sume tu akan always lead to my negative thinking. I nk live life yg today. Sebab me ada bigger dream yg me nak in ma life! Apekah itu? Setakat neh…”biarlah rahsia”… Erk, lagu siti la plak. Well, siti ada lagu baru…..”Falling in love”. Hehe me tak layan sangat pon Siti Nurhaliza, tapi dah hari2 traffic jam layan radio….so, terlayan la jugak. Ok what.hahaha

Tapi me lagi suka lagu neh….. abc & xyz

Okayh, sempena semangat baru neh…hope sume ley doakan me for the best kay.

Oh ya, hope?hee ble nk boleh sambung blajar neh?0.o huhu

meja bersepahh...sila kemas!!

and I have just got this quote from a man few minutes ago…

“How many times this week did you tell "the story" about how badly you were hurt and how horribly you were wronged? How many times a day do you think about this hurt? It is a stake driven into the ground that keeps you from moving away from this hurt. Rather, forgive your enemy because it's the kindest thing you can do for your friends and family. Negativity is depressing - physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally.So walk awy from all this. Move forward.

Send him or her a blessing”

~Ridzuan Pereira~

P/s: wtj perlukan perhatian. Harap mamut

p/s/s: today me nak warna hijau

Avril Lavigne - Smile

2011-08-08T19:00:00.014+08:00

Damn! Am in love with this song

“SMILE”

You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don’t really give a shit
Ya go with it, go with it, go with it
‘Cause you’re fuckin’ crazy Rock n’ roll

You-ou said “Hey”
“What’s your name?”
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said “Hey”
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

Yeah

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile J
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I smile.. J

Last night I blacked out, I think.
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then
Oh oh
I Woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you.
I would do it all over again

You said “Hey” (hey)
”What’s your name?” (what’s your name?)
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said “Hey” (hey)
And since that day, (since that day)
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile J
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J

You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile J
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J

The Reasons

2011-07-22T21:46:00.004+08:00

Hi...

It has been 1 week kan....me at ma new working place. wow, agakla kene gerak 6.30 pagi dari rumah. penat travel je hari-hari kan.tp takpe, here much-much better liao

Anyway, ramai tanya kenapa me resign. well, kalau me cakap sebab culture shock kang kene gelak....hahaha Anyhow, there are some reasons why. Few me can share here, but some other reasons might be too personal and you can ask me in personal kay.

Yela, sape tak terkejut bila i sanggup kuar from oil & gas company. Tapi takpe, kalau ade rezeki next time ley mintak lagi. kan kan kan Sapura maybe?0.o ahaha

Okay2, others might not understand what i really feel. Bukan niatku nak mempermainkan perasaan sesiapa, tetapi ini adalah untuk masa depan-ku. here is the rank why I resigned;

1. job description

2. management

3. life/job satisfaction

Hmm, nk kene elaborate gak ke? Fine..! am speaking in general kay. not intended to point to anyone kay. takde kaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun sudah meninggal. sebab neh adalah ape yang me rasa. orang lain me tak tahu kay. first reason is job description, okay me ngaku memang me tak minat langsung job scope yg me buat kat sana. am sorry. and the second reason is management. speaking in general, i just dont feel secure. am sorry. and the third reason is life/job satisfaction. everyday pegi n balik kerja, i just did not get that. hari2 kalau boleh nk pack barang pukul 5 lg. ahaha am sorry. plus hari-hari bukak jobstreet. erkk 0.o

So far, i have attended 10th interviews session, sampai dah boleh hafal skrip interview and dah tahu soklan-soklan interview. hahaha rajin betul pegi interview kan. there's nothing i can say more, coz me mmg suka jmpa org. learn about new things and learn about people too. so, sesiapa yang nk tips intervew, ur most welcomed. and i ade buat service untuk buat resume letopsss! any queries dipersilakan yeopp!

Oh ya! before I end, my life here at this new place....much-much better! Thank you Allah~ May Allah bless us and everything...

Okay, gambar neh adalah untuk tatapan khas adikku Syamima Misran and ma fren Sarah Salehuddin. To anyone yang berminat nk g final game Dato' Nicole esok, you can call me to get this ticket only at RM20. After game, ada special photo session with Dato'.

cukup sudah untuk bebelan hari ini. renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal...

Last Day

2011-07-11T13:20:00.000+08:00

Last Day?

Last day of what? I wish today is my last day here. Bos baru masuk tpi g makan kat pantry plak. Lalu kat depan ak buat tak nampak. Hahaha Fine! K.As dah mengamuk byk job masuk tapi tak cukup kaki tangan. Bukan niatku untuk menghuru-harakan. Even Lan happy ak dapat kerja lain. Dy pon faham keadaan ak. haha cliche kan.

Just met HR people. She said pasal confirmation tu. Tapi, me no comment. Malas nak campur tangan urusan bos. Coz I am fine. Heboh kat org cakap me nak resign sebab tak dapat confirmation lagi.

P-L-E-A-S-E la weyy. This thing lagi cliche.

I know, jumping to this future employer cant guaranteed me anything. Yes, better position. Better Job Description. Still it cant be guaranteed that I can develop there. Just hope so. Even for the environment thingy, nothing can promised me that am gonna like it there. Yes, that's the risk I should take. Maybe some people will understand. Some might not. Help me to grow. Just please! Let me be my true self. Just gimme the chance. The opportunities are such a big thing for a new comer. Trust me!

Wish me Luck for my future undertakings!

RFQ

2011-07-08T11:40:00.004+08:00

Dear world,

It has been so hard these days. Mr. Godzilla pon da penat kot ngn my unstable emotion and also fluctuating moods. Well, I did not intended to do so. It’s just the things that evolve around me these days’ releases too much negative ions surround me. Haih cakap macam neh, nati ade org ckp I blame other things untuk cover up benda yg I sendiri create actually.

Haha Like I care~~! Actually, No lah…! Of coz not.

Okay the issue here today is not the money, but the scope. Where the happiness of me lies there. Money is just part of it. The deal is not…

Opps! Jab, ad phone call**********************************************************************(on call)

Ya Allah…dpt call for interview lagi. Dengan masalah yang sedia ada sekarang, ceq da penat. Now dah menyesal kenapa apply banyak2. Yea lah, dlu ak geram. I am not happy here, tu yang maen cekau je mana yang ade offer.

Tadi baru dia orang offer nak tambah 1k. Sbb nk ak stay. Now tambah satu interview lg. Company automotive lak tu. Lagi la pening! Macam mana ni Ya Allah. Susungguhnya hamba-Mu ini lemah dalam membuat keputusan.

Here, maybe I won’t stay. Coz money just can’t buy happiness. Just like sorry can’t buy forgiveness. It’s true.

currently

2011-06-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

Sleepy. So damn sleepy.Yeap, I took this opportunity to fill up the time and write something here. Today, I have nothing much to do, sebab tu ngantuk tahap takley bukak mata neh. Kalau boleh bawak bantal, pastu tido bawah meja. Wallah! Best wooo....tapi, apakan daya, semua tu hanyalah imaginasi semata-mata. Tak pon main bubble saga. hee Tapi takley bukak fb lak kat office. Boleh bukak, tp kene guna https. Okay done pasal mengarut...So, wassap world? 0.o

Well, nothing much. I have been totally decided that I will just stay at home. But, I have to wake up earlier so that I will not be late to work. What if I change job? zomg! Macam tak bley stay rumah je. (-_-) Not to forget, smlm smpai office lewat giler. 3 hours stuck in traffic jams. 9.45 baru smpai office. First time lambat, malu tahap gaban. Calar record letops i.huhu

Versus

2011-06-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Kelantan Vs Terengganu

Di saat ini, tgh game piala FA Kelantan lawan Terengganu di Stadium Bukit Jalil. Kejab tadi tgk, tapi bosan la plak. huhu....tgk kat tv1 je. macam tak menang je Kelantan. Game pon macam tak best tonight. Boleh plak Daudsu jaring gol sendiri di saat pengadil dah nak tiup wisel times up. ayoyo...tak pasal-pasal dapat extra time, and Terengganu ley jaring lagi satu gol. Ahaha....peminat TRW pasti kecewa.

Tapi, me tak ambil kisah pon pasal bola neh. Just tadi sebab Syafiq tgk, me layan jela. Lagipun cerekarama macam bosan je tonight. huhu

Anyway, lusa dah start kerja. Seems like I still cant decide either to stay home or not. Nampak gaya erkk balik ampang la esok. Lagipun, ma familiy sudah pulang from Kelantan. Wow! Missing them so much. Besides, even besday abah 6 June, and at that time abah kat Kelantan....and diorang dah sambut pon kat sana, we still gonna sambut as a whole family tomorrow. InsyaAllah~

Nampak gaya erk, still kena bear with the job and the house. Goodluck Syafiqa Misran!

Penat ke Letih?

2011-06-07T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hai nk cite pasal penat plak.

Okay, actually this week I have to go to work from home...which is Putrajaya. This is because memang Kak Cik sorang je ada kat rumah. Yang lain kan balik Kelantan. and saya tahu, memang saya kakak yang bertanggungjawab...ahaha

Well, semalam was the first day I tried. Will look how it goes this week. If berbaloi-baloi, me insyaAllah akan stay kat rumah je. Erm, still in the decision making process lagi. Sebab this week is like an examination and analyzation process. Let see how it goes. Tapi kalau stay kat rumah, a bit far la from Cheras kalau berbanding dengan Ampang. ahaha

Yea, plus....kalau duk rumah, I dun have to pay the rent and waste my money just like that. Lagipun kalau stay kat rumah, bahagia sangat-sangat. hee :D

Bukan apa, its just I am trying my best to neutralize the environment. Just like the illustration below;

Ratu M

2011-06-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

Wow! Ada cerita panas! panas!

Ahaha...tak la panas mana pon actually. Erm, tadi kan me kuar jenjalan just to release the tension in my head and shopping sikit-sikit.

Then, tgh dok jalan-jalan tu, suddenly terserempak ngn Ratu M. Eh-eh, tetiba plak jadi ratu kan. Bukan apa, tadi me nampak Miss M tu dah rambut panjang, mcm Ella...Ratu Rock Malaysia tu. So, tak salah me bagi gelaran Ratu M plak kan. Saje je mak nak bagi hangat, nak bagi dy glamour sikit kan. Well, tak cukup glamour lagi ke?0.o

Hmm...neh tulis entry neh mesti kena maki lagi. Eh, bukan me nak cakap pape pon. Me just nak cite yang sebelum kita org terserempak tu, me and Kak Cik luncheon kat Pizza Hut. Then, at that time...me tetiba bukak cite sal Ratu M tu. Me cakap, "hmm...kalo jumpa dia pon me sendiri tak tahu nak cakap apa." Well, memang betul pon.

Masa ternampak Ratu M tu kan, me jadi speechless...dunno what to say. and am shaking. Wow! tak tahu la dy ad aura ape kan. Masing-masing buat tak kenal. So, I guess we both have nothing to say actually. So, I believe we are zero-zero. Just assume that we tak pernah kenal each other. Macam me jumpe awek-awek cina kat mana-mana jua.

Well, tak apa....me redha. Me pon dah maafkan Ratu M dengan apa yang dia buat me rasa neh. Just kalau dia still tak boleh nak maafkan me, tu terpulang kat dia lah. I have no right to force her lagipun. Enough is enough. So, sekarang memang terbukti. Kalau jumpa pon, I have nothing to say. Dan bermakna, mungkin this is the last entry pasal M. Anggap je me tak pernah kenal M. Senang citer kan!

p/s: Easier said than done!

eh, kejab-kejab...as for that, me nak upload gambar neh buat kenangan.

Nak buat ape?

2011-06-05T11:00:00.011+08:00

Hi and Good Morning!

Well, it is still morning kan. Yeap! Sunday morning. and I dunno what to do. Since last friday, am so depressed and demotivated. Plus, am all alone now. Semua balik Kelantan!! waaaaa.....

Except for me, yang "sgt komited dgn kerja..." kakcik, yang komited dgn training MASUM, and ateh, kat Seremban yang also komited dgn final exam. They are going back for Kak Yani's Wedding this becoming 8th June. Hey ya, apologize as I cant be there. Tapi, dalam hati neh memang nak sangat-sangat balik. Dah lama tak jumpa Ayah Cik Ha and family. Also Papa Long.....and Ayah Cik He. Well, after all, I really miss Kelantan.

//It will be so weird if I said this...

I am thinking of resigning. tapi, life will be harder! I have commitments. and also a beautiful dream!

Should I stay back and bear with it, or just let it go....?0.o

Am now actively searching for jobs, if there is any vacancies....please leme noe.

Because I really need to move on! I believe this is the right choice. Just waiting for the right time~

p/s : Just dont ask me why

Hope

2011-06-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

They said, life is short. So, live life to the fullest.

Well, I am living my life now, coz I know I might be leaving this kinda beautiful world at not knowing time.

Yea, these two three days quite tough for me! and I need to borrow your strength and believe.

I have move to a new location which is not bad though. However, I got a slight problem with the guard regarding the parking issue.

Damn the management really...do they have the qualification though. Anyway, who cares?!

Hell, yes! I am back to Jalan Kuching after finished my one month training at Kapar.

Continuing my task as a "well-you-know" with no passion and courage at all.

Just for the sake of money! Oh yess! I admit it because this is not something that I want. Not the environment I wish to blend in.

People might say I dreamt too high, but the reality is...yes I am. I need the money, for the family and the future! You too right....I guess so.

Well, I have to bear with this for atleast 1 or 2 or 3 years maybe. Got the money, got the experiences, got everything what it got for me...then JUMP OUT!

Hahaha....then, getting married, then start my own business, and start working from home, and start saving more and more money for the babies. Hahaha

It is so funny when I come to think of that. Well, different people have different ways of thinking. What I am saying today might come true or might turn into something else....

which is something better, I HOPE!

T R U S T

2011-05-31T21:14:00.002+08:00

Trusting in the very best in you creates a flow in your life that carries you through the most difficult of times.

Trust

Trust is the quiet certainty in your heart that you are greater than any obstacle that you might face. Whenever problems or blocks arise, the voice of doubt will immediately appear, telling you that this difficulty is too big for you. But if you calm yourself and listen to your heart, a quiet voice will remind you of your true nature of pure Love & Unlimited Potential.

By trusting compassionate voice you will find the power to transform your difficulty into a lesson and gift that will help you on your way.

By Christopher Moon

Trend Kahwin Lambat

2011-05-25T13:14:00.007+08:00

Wadde tajuk kan? Ahaha

Anyway betul ke kahwin lambat tu adalah trend masa kini? ohoh terpikir nak tulis pasal neh sebab dengar kat hot.fm semalam. Apa yang me dengar, mengikut statistik, 30% of wanita yang berumur 25 - 29 tahun masih belum berkahwin. Wow! Scary tak? 0.o

Antara faktor yang dibincangkan adalah seperti;

1. Kos Melangsungkan Perkahwinan - Dengar citer mahal, smpai puluh-puluh ribu. Mas kahwin plak mesti nak 10k keatas. Dan ini menjadi salah satu punca masalah kepada pihak lelaki yang kurang berkemampuan. atau pihak lelaki yang berfikiran, kehidupan lepas kahwin tu lagi penting! (Wah, agreed!)

2. Trauma - Ramai pasangan yang dah berkahwin sekarang bercerai-berai. So, sebagai alasan "nak carik yang betul-betul supaya benda macam tu tak berlaku". Alahai, bab jodoh....sape yang tahu. Yang penting pandai jaga diri sendiri dan relationship tu. InsyaAllah boleh diselesaikan dengan budi bicara dan toleransi.

3. Education - Oh! mengikut statistik tu pon...yang peratusan yang belum berkahwin tu sebab belajar tinggi-tinggi. Aiyok, kalo belajar tinggi-tinggi boleh melambatkan jodoh, buat ape nabi suruh "tuntutlah ilmu hingga ke negeri China". Lagipun, bina masjid neh besar pahala nya.

4. Career - Ada jugak yang mementingkan career. Katanya nak pulun kerja dlu lebey kurang 5 tahun. Then, baru settle down...nak kahwin atau yang sewaktu dengan nya. Bukankah kalau dapat kongsi kan kejayaan itu lebih manis dan bermakna?

Ntahlaa...mentality yang macam mana menyebabkan trend kahwin lambat tu. Ada jugak yang kahwin tapi tak nak zuriat. Macam mana Islam nak berkembang dan kekal utuh kalau tak ada warisannya. Tapi, apa pon, my opinion, senang je. Bukan semua kat atas tu. Tapi, sebab zaman sekarang neh susah nak cari lelaki yang teruna. ahaha Opss!! What I meant is susah nak carik lelaki yang biasa-biasa, perangai macam setan pon tak pe, tapi still ley jadik imam kat masjid. Wow! Macam mana tu? 0.o ahaha

Not-A-Thing

2011-05-19T14:19:00.005+08:00

Life goes on as well as our age. We are getting older and older. And for today, do you realize what does it take to put you here today as how you are now. As for who you are? Well, its the hardship of life. Those things you have gone through since you are a kid or since you realise every single thing that you need in your life for you to boost up your motivation, to realization your dream into hope. and lastly to really know that reality would not always be as bright as dream.

What does it mean when you wake up in the morning and your butt really stuck on the bed. And the feeling just so in doubt. Like....what am gonna do today? What would it be today? Where am I supposed to be today? Argh....the feeling just so damn right when things are really not as parallel to what really satisfy you. Back to the childhood. We always believe, things will be aight when we grow up and got the scroll in the hand. But still really, it does not confirm you will get your satisfaction of life. This is what you say when you start to get bored with what you have. Or when you never get what you want. Or actually you dont even know what will satisfy you enough. It wont stop till you drop. Till the world just cant take the blame anymore. Till everything goes down.

No matter what you say, nobody's care. nobody's would hear you and say "no worries, you will always know what you want and you will exactly get them". Because Allah knows best, and you wont know until you lost it.

Kapar, Klang

2011-05-07T17:39:00.006+08:00

Hi There!

Life is getting tougher. And I have to be strong!

I am now going on training at Kapar, Klang. Damn 1 hour from home. More interesting, jam kat kilang sana awal 10 minit. And I have to reach there 15 minutes earlier before the morning meeting start. Wow! This training really depends on my initiatives. If I want to learn a lot then I have to work harder. There’s no specific module and the program itself really unorganized. Why the management team really does not realize about this? Busy with politics? Yeah FTW.

It is one month already, and we still did not get back the Myvi. Some documentation with the insurance team still not settles yet.

Nothing much as I have no idea for now. Will try to keep updating this column more frequent. Yeah FTW!

Esok Friday!

2011-04-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

Tup tap tup tap. Baru perasaan dah 3 minggu tak update. Tu pon perasaan masa tgh stalk Nerdie new blog theme with those posts yg me dah terlepas baca. Dengar cita dah ad orang nk masuk minang! zomg! wish you all the best babe.

Hey! So, whassap? 0.o Since dah lama tak story. tak tahu plak nk cite ape. Sebab bnyak sangat cite..

Well, start with last week. Which will be one of our unforgettable story. My Sis got into an accident. and my mom also was in that car! I was so mad at that time. That Persona's driver had carelessly bumped into my sis's car which she just own that pink myvi less than a month. I was mad because she had put my mom's life on risk. and I can't forgive her. Well, that gal tak mintak maaf pon. The thing is, boleh plak bagi alasan "persona memang masalah dy ngn side mirror, tak bley nampak belakang". Alasan tak bley blah....kalo camtu nk je ak g saman proton. await bodoh sangat g hire engineer yang tak reti nak design side mirror untuk persona. Kalau nk bagi alasan tu, pikir la dlu. haih...Nasib baik mengaku salah. Kalau tak, nk je ak cepukk!!

Haa...neway, lega nampak!ley update blog plak kan....

Hai, bukan ape. dapat 2 hari mc. So, baru la ad masa nk update. Kalau sebelum neh, mmg busy....tu sebab tak sempat nak update. Allah nk bg cuti, demam la plak kan. Sampai kena turn down 2 interviews. Tapi, ble pikir2 balik, betul gak cakap Mr. K. Thanks for that honest opinion. Esok Friday, tapi kena masuk kerja plak. Doc, nak mc lagi satu hari bley tak? 0.o hah? tak bley? Ok Fine!

till we meet again......

Life with no regret is much easier~!

p/s: Ape perasaan you bile you baru angkat kereta tak sampai sebulan dah kene lenjan macam tu skali ngn org yg tak memandu secara etika?haih...kecewa! remuk hatiku!

My Days

2011-04-07T13:03:00.002+08:00

Dear World,

I start to feel damn boring here. Maybe there is something wrong somewhere which me myself dunno how to describe it. I feel it deep inside me. Either it is because of me or the place itself. I wish things will be better when the time flies. Days, please be kind to me. How to describe this? I just dunno how. Can you please gimme some more time? 0.o

New Environment!

2011-03-09T09:41:00.014+08:00

Hye World!!

It has been quite some times since I update here. Well, I got some reasons. I was so0o0 damn busy with ma life lately. And a few problems arise. Well, doesnt matter. That's how life should be ryte.0.o Yea, I guess. Neway, some new things had changes and I had a good time there. Mingle around with bunch of great people really makes you feel that you are alive. Iznt that true?0.o Even it was a short time only, I really had fun with them. Especially my immediate boss whom always being supportive and positive.hee iznt that great?0.o Yea, I believe its true. Well, there are few things I want to highlight here as for what I have gone through with them,

1. Having High-tea with MLT's, especially meeting Tim Ingersoll who is the MD
2. Went to Dinner & Dance at Corus Hotel with the team, which the foods were really delicious. Sponsored by Warren. :)

3. One day out with the team for recreation where we played Bowling and Karaoke-ing

Haha...nothing much actually. And Now I am here, and well....as Warren said, "You can't expect people will unfold the red carpet for you where ever you go." Yea, he gave me loads of positive thoughts which help me loads. And I will always remember those. I wish to go back there. But maybe some other day, when you offer me to be MLT. Haha so full of myself. Kidding neway!!

Excited!!

2011-02-20T21:01:00.006+08:00

Woa, new looks ady!haha Okay, so excited nak update. Erm...nk talk pasal apa eh?0.o

Yea, I know!

First of all, thanks to Mr. Godzilla for putting so much effort in making this world much more "Me" and yea beautiful.haha The thing was, I hv accidentally deleted my photobucket account and there it goes, all the pictures that were uploaded for the layout gone. Serve me right!ahaha and here it comes the new layout.

And...secondly I would say thank you Allah...as the operation was successful and ma mom is getting better now. Hope things going just fine. Thanks to those who care and support. Visiting and praying for the best. Really appreciate. Wishing you guys are great and healthy. Ma family and so relatives. Not to forget, thanks to Dr. Azmi and the team. :)

Yeah, then...I would say that I am excited now as I believe the rainbow that I drew and colored ma self is getting brighter. I believe for anything that I've planned, Allah knows best.and His planned is the greatest of all. Ma part, I just need to do ma best and survive. I wish you (Mr. Godzilla) "all the best" too

p/s: New quote that I just overheard someone..."Hidup bagaikan cuaca!Sometimes the weather is good and sometimes its raining..

New Looks!

2011-02-13T02:02:00.002+08:00

Untuk test layout baru ni, I need to wring somethin longggg, so, I will copy and paste an article untuk tujuan percubaan.

Assalamualaikum Dato’ Seri.

Saya, Muhammad Muizzuddin bin Zaini. InsyaALLAH, Julai nanti genaplah umur saya 19 tahun. Masih berbaki lebih kurang 2 tahun, sebelum saya layak mengundi. Tetapi saya yakin, dalam ruang demokrasi, tidak pula mensyaratkan yang saya hendaklah berumur 21 tahun untuk melayakkan surat saya ini dibaca Dato’ Seri.
Dato’ Seri, saya ingin memperkenalkan diri sebagai remaja yang sangat ingin tahu. Keinginan saya ini, menjadikan saya remaja yang tidak hanya terpaku di meja belajar semata. Saya mampu menonton berita hingga ke penghujungnya (tidak di bahagian Sukan semata).
Saya juga mampu membaca suratkhabar dari muka depan hingga ke muka akhir. ‘Singgah’ di laman-laman sesawang untuk melihat berita-berita yang tidak tersiar di media arus perdana. Saya juga remaja yang suka meladeni buku-buku yang tidak menjadi kegilaan kebanyakan remaja seusia saya kini.

Tidaklah pula saya katakan, yang saya lebih tahu daripada Dato’ Seri, tidak. Saya cuma mahu tegaskan, saya adalah remaja yang memerhati. Saya adalah remaja yang bukan kerjanya sehari-hari, makan, tidur, ‘menelan’ buku teks semata. Saya adalah remaja yang mengikuti rapat perkembangan-perkembangan semasa negara tercinta ini.

Izinkan saya Dato’ Seri, untuk memberi pandangan saya. Pandangan seorang budak,seorang remaja. Mungkin Dato’ Seri fikir, apalah ada pada seorang remaja seperti saya. Justeru, suka untuk saya ingatkan pada Dato’ Seri yang InsyaALLAH, kelak, kamilah yang akan membuang undi!

Dato’ Seri Najib yang saya hormati, memimpin sebuah negara bukanlah perkara yang mudah. Tidak pernah ia menjadi mudah, tidak boleh ia diambil mudah. Ia adalah persoalan besar dan penting. Persoalan yang diletakkan tinggi di dalam Islam. “Kepimpinan adalah amanah, celaan di dunia, dan penyesalan di akhirat”, begitu sabda Nabi SAW.

DASAR

Saya, yang tohor ilmu dan cetek pengalaman ini, percaya bahawa, setiap tindakan kita adalah bergantung kepada prinsip yang kita letakkan sebagai neraca asas. Bagi sesetengah orang, mereka meletakkan Demokrasi sebagai neraca asas mereka. Ada yang meletakkan kepentingan peribadi, atau kroni, atau Sosialisme, Liberalisme dan sebagainya. Bagi kita, seorang Muslim, neraca asas yang menjadi dasar pertimbangan kita tentulah ISLAM. Izinkan saya bertanya, apakah Asas Utama kepada setiap tindakan Dato’ Seri?

Apakah Islam? Atau Kepentingan diri, atau kroni, atau selainnya?

Maaf Dato’ Seri, kiranya jawapan Dato’ Seri bahawa asas bagi setiap tindakan Dato’ Seri adalah Islam (saya tak pasti jika Dato’ Seri akan memilih jawapan selainnya), maka saya ada beberapa soalan untuk Dato’ Seri.

Saya amat keliru dengan dasar Program Transformasi Ekonomi yang dibawa Dato’ Seri. Apakah ianya dirangka dengan neraca Islam atau selainnya. Justeru, saya mohon penjelasan Dato’ Seri.

Saban hari, saya dan rakan-rakan, menerima berita dari segenap pelusuk negara, samada dekat dengan kami atau jauh, remaja seusia kami yang MENGHILANG! Iya, ‘hilang’ nyawa kerana penggunaan dadah berlebihan atau kerana perlumbaan haram. ‘Hilang’ maruah dan harga diri kerana amalan penzinaan lewat pergaulan bebas. ‘Hilang’ akal kerana ketagihan ekstasi, pil khayal dan arak. ‘Hilang’ kewarasan hingga tergamak membunuh bayi kecil atau ditinggalkan di jalanan untuk menjadi habuan anjing dan hurungan semut. ‘Hilang’ kemampuan untuk menjadi barisan pelapis kepimpinan negara. ‘Hilang’ arah hinggakan nafsu ‘disembah’ sebagai Tuhan! HILANG Dato’ Seri, HILANG!

Saya begitu terkesan pada pesan Saiyidina Ali KWJ, “Lihatlah pada generasi muda, untuk menilai masa depan ummatnya”. Saya tergamam dan jadi takut Dato’ Seri, melihatkan rakan-rakan sebaya yang hanyut. Apakah sebegini hancur dan punahnya masa depan negara tercinta ini!?

PELAN TRANSFORMASI EKONOMI

Program Transformasi Ekonomi anjuran kerajaan pimpinan Dato’ Seri, turut menggariskan perancangan untuk MENJADIKAN MALAYSIA SEBUAH HAB HIBURAN MALAM UNTUK MEMACU INDUSTRI PELANCONGAN. Di atas alasan untuk memperkasa industri pelancongan dan menarik pelancong juga, kerajaan pimpinan Dato’ Seri merancang penubuhan kelab-kelab malam terkemuka, menganjurkan konsert utama, melonggarkan garis panduan untuk penghibur antarabangsa dan mempakejkan semula acara antarabangsa seperti Formula 1 dan MotoGP.

Kerajaan Dato’ Seri juga mencadangkan penubuhan zon hiburan di Greater Kuala Lumpur/Lembah Klang, Genting Highlands, Pulau Pinang, Langkawi dan Kota Kinabalu bagi menggandakan pendapatan hiburan malam Malaysia kepada RM1.8 bilion menjelang 2020. Penubuhan enam kelab malam baru yang mampu menampung kehadiran 900 pengunjung pada hujung minggu menjelang awal 2012 akan menyusul. Dua lagi akan beroperasi pada 2013 dan 2014.

Maka, menjelang 2014, akan terdapat sekurang-kurang 10 kelab malam di zon hiburan. Rancangannya adalah untuk menghasilkan impak pendapatan kasar negara RM0.7 bilion dan mewujudkan lebih kurang 5,000 pekerjaan baru menjelang 2020. Bagi mencapai hasrat itu, kerajaan Dato’ Seri akan merubah beberapa peraturan hiburan, termasuk membenarkan pelanjutan had waktu beroperasi bagi pusat hiburan malam.

Dato’ Seri juga berhasrat melonggarkan lagi syarat-syarat untuk persembahan artis luar negara. Dan kami telahpun menyaksikan bagaimana, seorang penyanyi gay membuat persembahan, memuaskan nafsu remaja-remaja muda, dengan kebenaran daripada kerajaan Dato’ Seri.

Izinkan saya ulangi soalan saya Dato’ Seri, apakah Islam diletakkan sebagai neraca timbangan waktu Dato’ Seri merangka, membentang dan membahas idea ini? Ataupun Dato’ Seri punya pilihan lain yang Dato’ Seri lebih suka untuk diletakkan sebagai neraca timbangan?

Yang Amat Berhormat Dato’ Seri, apakah Dato’ Seri penuh sedar, bahawa perancangan Dato’ Seri ini adalah perancangan ‘PEMUSNAHAN’ besar-besaran? Ini bukanlah pelan pembangunan ekonomi, ini adalah pelan ‘PEMUSNAHAN’ berskala besar, yang akan menjadikan rakan-rakan seusia saya, remaja semuda saya atau lebih muda, hancur musnah Akhlaknya, punah-ranah Sahsiahnya.

Iya, Dato’ Seri akan ‘menghancur’ dan ‘membunuh’ pemimpin masa depan, para bijak pandai masa depan. Dengan Dato’ Seri melambakkan pada mereka, hiburan dan keseronokan melampau! Saya dan rakan-rakan, bakal dihidang dengan acara memuas nafsu yang berterusan. Ini akan menatijahkan hanya satu Dato’ Seri, hilang upayanya kami untuk menduduki barisan kepimpinan negara suatu masa nanti. Atau apakah pada pandangan Dato’ Seri, yang kami akan menjadi lebih bijak dan pandai kiranya ‘menelan’ hiburan-hiburan ini?

IFF dan AURAT

Dato’ Seri, seolah-olah saya pernah mendengar Saiyidina Umar al-Khattab menegaskan, “Bahawa adalah kita, ummat yang dimuliakan Allah dengan Islam. Sesiapa yang mencari kemulian selain daripada Allah, maka akan dihina Allah”. Terasa-rasa seperti terdengar SA Umar beritah demikian, kerana ia begitu meresap masuk di hati ini.ikan Islam di atas pentas.

Dato’ Seri, saya begitu kecewa dan terkesima jadinya, waktu melihat Dato’ Seri dan isteri, melangkah megah di Festival Fesyen Islam, Monte Carlo tempoh hari. Saya tak dapat mengawal hati, untuk berteriak-teriak marah tatkala melihat gambar pakaian-pakaian yang diperaga atas nama “Kelembutan Islam” (Modesty of Islam), yang dinaungi oleh isteri Dato’ Seri dan pastinya dengan izin Dato’ Seri. Saya dan sahabat-sahabat terpinga-pinga dan tertanya-tanya, apakah ini pemahaman Dato’ Seri dan isteri mengenai pemakaian di dalam Islam?

Saya dan rakan-rakan jadi jelak dan muak Dato’ Seri, maaflah. Waktu Dato’ Seri ‘bertempik’ berikrar untuk mempertahankan Islam dan Melayu, isteri Dato’ Seri tidak pernah berusaha untuk menyahut seruan suaminya sendiri. Isteri Dato’ Seri tidak pernah kelihatan menutup aurat dengan sempurna. Isteri Dato’ Seri berpeluk mesra dengan orang yang haram bersentuhan (bukan mahram) tanpa segan silu di khalayak ramai. Saya tertanya-tanya, apakah Dato’ Seri meredhai perbuatan isteri Dato’ Seri ini?

JUDI

Bukan sedikit kontroversi yang berlaku waktu Dato’ Seri mengumumkan pemberian lesen kepada syarikat-syarikat tertentu untuk mengurus perjudian sukan di Malaysia pertengahan 2010 lalu. Sukar untuk saya agak, apakah harapan Dato’ Seri dengan pemberian lesen-lesen judi ini?

Apakah ini juga satu pelan meningkatkan ekonomi Malaysia? Apakah Dato’ Seri gembira dengan duit yang mencurah masuk, dalam masa yang sama kita melihat betapa hebatnya gejala buruk yang bakal timbul lewat perjudian?

Apakah Dato’ Seri meletakkan neraca BERKAT dan LA’NAT waktu mengemukakan cadangan ini? Apakah Dato’ Seri akan meredhai kiranya rakyat Malaysia memberi sesuap nasi kepada keluarga mereka, daripada wang yang mereka perolehi hasil judi? Apakah budaya yang cuba dibentuk Dato’ Seri sebenarnya?

Apakah keputusan-keputusan ini, ditimbang dengan neraca agama? Atau Dato’ Seri menggunakan neraca lain sebagai ganti?

KEMISKINAN dan HARGA NAIK

Dato’ Seri, orang bangsawan. Keturunan bangsawan. Barangkali, jika tidak jadi Perdana Menteri Malaysia pun, Dato’ Seri tetap akan hidup senang-lenang mewarisi kekayaan. Menteri-menteri Dato’ Seri juga, kaya raya.

Maka, tidak kiralah, jika hari ini minyak naik 10 sen, 20 sen, 50 sen atau Rm 10 sekalipun, Dato’ Seri dan sekalian menteri tidak akan bersusah. Tidak perlu berjerih payah.

Tahukah Dato’ Seri, di celah-celah, ceruk-ceruk kampung atau kota, ada rakyat yang menderita lewat kebejatan ekonomi yang punah hasil ketirisan dan kelemahan pengurusan. Pengurusan yang tidak meletakkan Islam sebagai neraca dan Allah sebagai penilainya, adalah pengurusan yang menghancur!

Dato’ Seri, saban hari saya melihat orang-orang miskin dan kesusahan. Tahukah Dato’ Seri, untuk menyekolahkan anak pun, sudah membuatkan mereka terpaksa membanting tulang, berusaha keras, apatah lagi untuk menghantar mereka ke menara gading (yang PTPTN lebih menghimpit daripada membantu).

Kadang-kadang, apabila anak-anak yang bersekolah, meminta wang lebih untuk buku rujukan tambahan, si ibu atau bapa terpaksa menghulur dalam titis air mata. Sudahlah yuran persekolah masih dihutang. Bukan sedikit keringat yang dicurah, demi sesuap rezeki halal untuk anak-anak dan keluarga.

Kerajaan Dato’ Seri jangan terlalu bergantung kepada statistik dan kajian untuk menilai kemampuan rakyat. Selamilah sendiri penderitaan rakyat, yang terseksa dan merana kerana sistem ekonomi yang menyiksa. Setiap kali harga minyak atau keperluan utama naik, meski sekadar 10 sen atau 20 sen, mengalirlah air mata rakyat yang menanggungnya.

Rakyat benar-benar tersiksa sekarang. Janji tinggal janji, janji tidak pernah dipenuhi. Janji itu dan ini, sekadar untuk meraih undi. Waktu berkuasa, kami rakyat sudah dilupai. Tinggal kami, bermatian berusaha keras sendiri.

SUARA RAKYAT

Waktu rakyat turun ke jalanan berdemonstrasi, untuk meluahkan rasa yang terbuku di hati, dan berkongsi pedihnya kehidupan dengan Menteri-menteri yang berkuasa, Dato’ Seri menghantar pada kami, ‘perusuh-perusuh’ yang membantai tulang lemah dan daging kurus kami. Kami dibelasah dan diinjak-injak umpama binatang korban, umpama tak punya maruah. Kami diherdik dan dicaci. Kami disimbah dengan air kimia yang saya yakin, Dato’ Seri sendiri tidak pernah rasai pedih dan peritnya.

Dan menteri-menteri Dato’ Seri, tanpa rasa bersalah, menggelarkan kami sebagai perusuh yang cuba menggugat keselamatan negara, beruk-beruk di jalanan yang cuba menarik perhatian.. kalaulah mereka yang menuduh melulu itu, memahami pedihnya hati ini.

Semuanya adalah kerana, kami rakyat, cuba untuk berkongsi rasa dengan pimpinan negara. Sudahlah pilihanraya dijalankan dalam keadaan penuh keraguan dan ketidakadilan, ruang media yang disekat, tangan dan kaki kami rakyat diikat, maka ruang kecil untuk bersuara di jalanan inilah, ruang untuk kami menyampaikan rasa pada pemerintah dan pemimpin kami. Sekadar ruang kecil untuk kami bercerita dan berkongsi, betapa peritnya kehidupan yang kami rakyat lalui.

Pernahkah Dato’ Seri pedulikan suara kami? Pernahkan selain daripada tarikh pilihanraya Dato’ Seri menjadi begitu cakna pada kami? Pernahkah waktu pandangan rakyat yang tidak menguntungkan Dato’ Seri diambil peduli? Pernahkah Dato’ Seri?

Dato’ Seri bertindak sungguh responsif setiap kali adanya himpunan-himpunan rakyat.Melalui Kementerian Keselamatan Dalam Negeri, Dato’ Seri memastikan kami rakyat yang berhimpun tidak akan berjaya berhimpun dengan aman dan baik. Media dibawah kawalan Dato’ Seri juga menggunakan segala maklumat yang ada untuk memburuk-burukkan kami. Ulama’-ulama’ yang bernaung di bawah Dato’ Seri juga menggali hujah-hujah agama demi membuktikan tindakan kami bersuara, adalah bercanggah pada sisi agama.

Dato’ Seri, saya sungguh kecewa dengan setiap tindakan ini. Bukankah perhimpunan anjuran Dato’ Seri, pada setiap malam menunggu detik Kemerdekaan dan Awal Tahun Baru, ribuan malahan mungkin ratusan ribu rakyat termasuk golongan muda-mudi datang menyertai. Akhbar arus perdana jugalah yang melaporkan tangkapan demi tangkapan kerana berkhalwat, kerana dadah, kerana berkelakuan tidak sopan pada setiap kali sambutan-sambutan anjuran Dato’ Seri. Apakah pernah himpunan rakyat membantah ketidakadilan dan mahukan sedikit keadilan, pernah menjadi sebab untuk anak-anak muda ditangkap khalwat?

Dan pernahkah Ulama’-ulama’ muda yang bernaung di bawah Dato’ Seri itu menegur Dato’ Seri kerana program jamuan nafsu tersebut. Tetapi menegur himpunan rakyat yang bersuara, sebagai Bughah (derhaka) dan menuju Maksiat!?

REFORMASI

Saya dan juga rakan-rakan, adalah remaja muda yang punya sikap. Punya pendirian. Kami berazam, untuk mengubah keadaan ini Dato’ Seri. Kami berazam dan bertekad, seluruh diri kami akan diperguna untuk memperbaiki keadaan punah ini.

Kaedah merubah itu 2 Dato’ Seri. Pertama, nasihat agar berubah. Kedua, kira gagal, UBAH sendiri. Nasihat sudah saya berikan. Pandangan sudah saya sampaikan. Rakyat lain juga begitu, isyarat sudah mereka sampaikan.

Jika sampai masanya, untuk kami membuat pilihan, dan keadaan tidak lagi pulih, percayalah Dato’ Seri, kami sudah membuat pilihan sekarang untuk siapa yang layak menerima undi kami nanti.

Tidak cukup dengan itu, saya dan rakan-rakan, kami adalah remaja muda yang penuh tenaga dan kekuatan. Kami akan gerakkan massa suatu hari nanti. Agar pentadbiran, pengurusan, pemerintahan, kewangan dan sistem kehidupan yang meletakkan Islam, Keadilan, Kesejahteraan, Keamanan sebagai asas, akan mendapat tempat tertinggi di negara ini.

Dato’ Seri, saya tidak mengancam. Tidak pula mengugut. Saya mengingatkan. Kerana inilah tanggungjawab saya sebagai Mu’min. Bukankah sesama Mu’min itu bersaudara?

Dato’ Seri, mungkin surat ini akan sampai kepada pengetahuan Dato’ Seri, mungkin juga tidak. Kiranya ia sampai ke pengetahuan Dato’ Seri, saya dahulukan dengan permohonan maaf, kerana mungkin ada kesilapan saya. Maklumlah, saya remaja muda, mungkin ada silap dan salah pada gerak langkahnya. Saya juga berterima kasih, iyalah, orang sesibuk Dato’ Seri meluangkan masa untuk mengambil perhatian pada surat saya ini, itu adalah satu penghormatan buat remaja seperti saya.

Namun Dato’ Seri, kiranya ada pada surat ini, ataupun tindakan-tindakan remaja muda seperti kami ini yang mungkin lantang menyatakan pendirian, hingga mungkin Dato’ Seri terguris hati, kami tidak memohon maaf untuk itu. Kerana Dato’ Seri, INI MEMANG ADALAH PENCAK KAMI!

Sekian, terima kasih.

Yang benar,
Muhammad Muizzuddin Bin Zain

I know

2011-02-07T20:29:00.004+08:00

Yeap, this page is suck now. Whenever I got the mood to update, it turn out the other way around when I look at this page. Well, it is now under maintenance, and will be very very good very soon. I wish. Well, live life to the fullest because tomorrow...we might get up, we might not. Wish everyone a very good day.

Year 2011

2011-01-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hi all! This is the first entry of this year. Yeah people been wishing happy new year entry and bla bla bla. I'm just not in da mood of updating any thing. As I was too busy being at home. Since the hols start, loads of things need to handle.Including promoting maself to the HR, the manager and those engineers.haiyaaa. Anyway, just came back from my cousin's engagement and I still took this opportunity to update this column as today is a very special day. Besides putting efforts on my future career, I was searching for Gamat Gold. And end up, found that in a blog of kedaidewasa.ahaha www.kedaidewasa.com. That was the nearest distributor I can get. I have to find it by hook or by crook as mom's surgery will be less than a month. And please, I beg to anyone who read this, fellow friends, please wish for her health. I will say not much as tomorrow will be a new chapter for me and please just wish me the very best of all.Thanks for the moments we shared last year, and let's move on and start a new life ahead with loads and loads of happiness.Wishing everyone all the best.

Life Satisfaction

2010-12-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

Life satisfaction is very subjective as it is depends on the individuals. What do you want in life? What is the most thing you really wish is yours? What is your golden goal? What thing most satisfied you? Loads loads of questions can keep on playing around in your mind. What actually you want in life?0.o

I believe none of these questions never stop disturbing your life. At least one of those.

After those interviews attended, TI is the most challenging that I ever faced. Besides the Stoichiometric Test, the Plant Touring just the hell out of ma mind. Ma mind was so damn tired because of lack of sleep, and tat one whole day commitment just much more insensible.

Talking about the interview, I am still confuse! "Why should I take this?"0.o A week decision making duration just not enough. Will never be enough! This is a great opportunity tho. The Job or The Environment? Which one is your choice? You'll never decide because great opportunity just never come in package!

Kekanda Adinda (Monoloque vs. Atilia)

2010-12-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

Unofficially Graduated

2010-12-09T09:46:00.000+08:00

Monim World!

Yesterday was the second time me went back to UTP just because to settle down the harbound things. shooooot!! There was a slight problem with the printing service.and damn u! The thing was, I call the pic and scold him about it. and the picture just keep hanging in ma mind all the way back home. Is that me? Scolding him with less professionalism? keep on wondering. For the very max when I really got angry was during the internship when I was so angry with Shrai (not his real name).and what happen was, I went away and talk to the white board. pretending that I was talking to him. For that matter, atleast it was between me and maself. and now, it includes the second party.and this is no good. and this is so not me.

Well, forget bout him. I just hope the thesis.They are all okay. I have done ma best. Giving ma best commitment of all. He, the sv will never get to see what I have done. Yea, its okay as long as am giving all ma heart when I was doing that. No doubt.

Hey, enough! This means that, am done! :) I just hope everything is okay and nothing to worry more. so, here I am, unofficially graduated.unemployed.waiting to be hired.aha, care to hire me?0.o erk, common la.ahahhaa

What The Hell

2010-12-05T15:25:00.000+08:00

Her first single of fourth album, Goodbye Lullaby.

Ma time worth paid. Cant wait for the becoming New Year. It will be release on January.

Ma Star gonna shine again.... :)

For time like this, with too much test from Allah.

Again, you come to bring back the smile.

They are nothing, but still you trigger the vibe abit. Miss yaa!

p/s: I just read latest update from her blog.and it will be released on March 8.cant wait cant wait

Worldly

2010-12-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

"Describe me in one word?"

I fell silent once shot with this Q. And she gave me the idea to shoot her with the same Q. And she gave me the idea to sell maself during the interview using 'that' word with 'that' explanation. Thanks, really appreciate it.

Allah knows best. Thank You Allah

ScapeGoat

2010-12-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

Unofficially Grad.
Able to do Clearance without any outstanding summons.
Able to spend a lot of time with family at home.
Can have a lot of rest before start a new life.
Unemployed.

s[a]tu en[a]m kos[o]ng

2010-11-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

What a coincident when my table number for the last paper for the entire undergrad studies, which is Failure Analysis & Non-Destructive Examination is

one six zero

1 6 0

...and I'm done!

tomorrow

2010-11-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yea, its kinda weird as tomorrow is aidiladha and I am here in Toronto. sort of a lit bit distracted. This is the first time not celebrating raya with family. Trying hard to coax myself tat tomorrow is just no other different than yesterday or any other days.Trust me, I Miss my family so damn much. Days, please move faster so that I wont realize how tomorrow will turn up and ridicule me. urghhh

Yea, why wonder what tomorrow would be as it will be as how it wanna be. Let it be then. Go! Focus on your study and you'll go through it.

Yeap! ur right then...

p/s: I am really sorry if I am the one who put you onto that accident.

short note

2010-11-14T18:43:00.000+08:00

The oral presentation was done!

and I am in Toronto.ahahaha :D

and...

Now, preparing for the final exam. And the first and second paper will be tomorrow.

p/s: I hv confirm for ma attendance on 26th November & 1st December.

izt an issue?

2010-11-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

There was a gal who believe that success will only be satisfied paid with damn full of hard work, determination and motivation.

And psychologically it is normal to not make a straight line on the graph. As a human being, the most high factor that tend to make people helpless when it comes to the word "feeling". Feeling tend to always being the barrier that people need to break in order to maintain the straight line.

What feeling? Why feeling?0.o

The feeling of laziness.scared.unsatisfied.not confident. and many more.
Those feelings will be the most enemy in self when achieving something. The tendency of going outside of the comfort zone is the most probability that people will not choose when those feelings come. And I believe, those people who manage to pursue, is those people who tried so hard.

And, for those who stay still and look down on those people who is trying is useless. Yes. If they said, those who is trying her best to be better is useless, are those who we can call s.t.u.p.i.d

I have had enough said. Coz I appreciate each hard work of people. Thanks.

All for all

2010-11-04T14:24:00.000+08:00

Dear World,

I have a courage to believe that we will meet soon. Not a little longer when I will be outta here less than a month. I know, others said you are hard enough and it depends on the people how to handle you. Certains are brave enough to get over you but certains just being following the flow. I am not sure if I am ready enough to be there with you. Because I believe you wont make things much easier. I once put a step on you, and I can see the real situation. Still, I was there for one small step and it wasnt enough to proof me that you're gonna be bad to me. Now, this is the chance for me to blend in all you. Am I ready for the challenges and circumstances?? Yeah, I believe there are alot more than you can imagine.

Life would be much better with none regret. Keep on moving on!

I had my last test today. and it was the last for the entire undergrad studies. I really wish to continue, but there's something much more important that I need to put in front. I believe, I will come back to this world in few years up front. Please gimme the chance.

Was busy with dissert. project's reports.presentations.and preparations for the test. and, the final presentation will be next week. Wish me luck!

p/s: I wud choose Klang Valley rather than Kemaman. :P

Aku Versus UTP

2010-10-31T01:20:00.000+08:00

The title for my post should be Aku Versus UTP or Aku dan UTP? 0.o

ahaha both give different meaning =P but, I prefer Aku versus UTP. yes!

Well, the first draft of final exam timetable out ady. And I ady have the exam slip with me. So, the only thing that left now is my ace.my preparation. and my determination! and motivation! Oh, actually those are the only thing that I dont have now! aha! here I go~~

Aku versus UTP.

When I recall back when I first entered UTP. There was MAS. and...we were fed with so many things about UTP. in a week under the striking sun rays and those shitty things.Opss! shhh~ There's one thing that I still remember till now. When we were introduced to the UTP vision, and mission and not to forget the UTP Song..ahah!and the only thing that I know about is "well-rounded".

This vision & mission, can always be found whenever we open up the elearning. here we go~~

Mission: Our objective is to produce well rounded graduates who are creative and innovative with the potential to become leaders of industry and nation~

Yes, I believe that everyone is aware with the "well-rounded" term above and again and again we were always reminded by the lecturers. Now it comes to the time for me to ask myself. Does UTP achieve that in me? Having me as one of the utpian which will be graduating in less than a month? Am I a well-rounded graduate-to-be?

Now, let's look back at the UTP song's lyric!

Luasnya samudera dalamnya bumi,

Mendasari ilmu ke akar umbi,

Di dunia tanpa sempadan,

Kami berazam membina harapan,

Berpegang kepada nilai yang murni,Kemakmuran insan misi kami,

Hasil dituai, benih disemai,

Laba dinikmati beramai-ramai,

chorus,

Universiti Teknologi Petronas,

Setiap warganya cerdas dan pantas,

Di bidang tekcnologi berdiri teguh,

Bersama ilmu, yakin dan jati diri,

Kami bertekad mencurah bakti,

Untuk dunia untuk manusia,
Matlamat kami sejahtera semua

and I can only give the cute-little-empty-stare as I dont really know if I ady achieve those or not. 0.o

p/s: this is the song that we sang during the last day of MAS after the oath taking.arent we?0.o

takziah

2010-10-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

Pagi ini test EIS, kepala ak kosong. Setadi tu memangla. tp, still tak rasa apa. Nervous pon tak. Memang pelik~. Hati ak melonjak gembira apabila Nerdie ajk breakfast. Ak memang suka breakfast!hee Seketika sebelum keluar dari bilik, tetiba ak mendapat sms yg diforwardkan oleh kawanku. SMS tersebut dihantar oleh ayah arwah.

Terima Kasih salam pakcik kepada semua warga UTP. Alhamdulillah semua keadaan fizikalnya semasa sakit kembali normal dan sangat2 ceria. Nor Hafsah dikebumikan di Kuala Berang Trg. Wassalam. -Pakcik-

alfatihah.

Semoga roh Echa (aka Acha) ( Nor Hafsah binti Mat Nor ) di cucuri rahmat oleh Allah s.w.t. Semoga beliau digolongkan dalam golongan orang2 yang mendapat syafaat Rasulullah s.a.w.

Pemergian beliau sangat tidak disangka. Panggilan Tiqah untuk mengesahkan nama penuh Echa pada petang rabu itu tidak kusangkan memang benar pelajar UTP yang dimasukkan ke ICU itu adalah Nor Hafsah binti Mat Nor. Aku agak terkejut dan memang tidak menyangka. Cerita lanjut yang diperoleh dari roomate beliau telah mengukuhkan lagi evidence dan sekarang aku dapat tahu cerita sepenuhnya. Bagi aku, arwah adalah seorang yang sangat baik hati dan tidak sombong.

p/s: Jauhi hasad dengki

Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS (UTP)

2010-10-22T13:10:00.000+08:00

Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS 2010 Corporate Video

Ethics of Happiness

2010-10-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

ARISTOTLE

How Should We Live? What Does It Require To Live A Good Life?

Man can only achieve happiness by using all his abilities and capabilities.

Forms of Happiness:

1. Life of pleasure and enjoyment

2. Life as a free and responsible citizen

3. Life as thinker and philosopher

A person who only develops his body lives a life that is just as unbalanced as someone who only uses his head.

"Golden Mean" : We must be neither cowardly nor rash but courages, neither miserly or extravagant but liberal.

which are: too little courage is cowardice, too much is rashness

not liberal enough is miserly, too liberal is extravagant

Just like eating, it is dangerous to eat too little, but also dangerous to eat too much!

p/s: anything but ordinary
p/s/s: am a big fan

dream

2010-10-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

This morning I had a dream.

A weird dream.

And I used to get weird dream but I will forget bout it 3 hrs after woke up.

but that dream...sigh (+______+)

p/s: a fren was hospitalized because her lung infected.she's critical.hope she'll be okay soon.

tl momento

2010-10-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

p/s: she ady spare a space for me. Yes, I'm interested in business but atleast gimme a chance for the technical part. and, I'll take care of the rest

hot & spicy

2010-10-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey there! thanks for your cooperation in spicing up this matter. Yes! This is an important matter. Giving so much impact to Malaysian impression on UTP students. You just cant get away with that. Hey, if ur good enough then step upfront and clear UTP name. Haha I cant get more than enough to be emo with this matter. The fact that being a final year student and now wearing a board hanging on the neck saying "Please Hire Me!" just so desperately hope this matter wont put negative impact on those companies whom hiring. Well, thanks again O.W.

Yeah, neither UTPian nor UTUSAN can shake me off.

As long as I can get things done. With that long list which never get short till the final day of examination. Yeah, still too long. and hey!in the mean time PLEASE HIRE ME! as well

my fyp poster

Well, the poster was submitted. and please be ready to start with the dissertation.oyeahh!no more time to be wasted but still, me keep on killing the time with stupid things.ahahaha

p/s:five reports need to be submitted!and none was done

sleepyhead

2010-10-10T23:44:00.001+08:00

I tot 2 months can wait.but, its just not. Went back home 2 times a week?ahah! really have to come back to UTP just because of the seminar. O yea, neway hye!it has been quite some time haven write just because I'm too busy plus with the laziness and the sleepyhead of mine.haha slept more than 12 hrs a day.haha believe it or not!! Well, actually it says busy when I have to go back home for family matters and came back to UTP for one night for the FYP seminar and went back home just because we have to go back to Kelantan for some important matters. Then, came back to UTP with ~~less~~ low motivation and lack of enthusiasm. Just for the Vehicle Chassis Design (VCD) pop test and attending the lab meeting for the FANDE project. Wah!the KTM is getting richer because of people like me.haha And yeap, yesterday got an interview at Puchong. Just the lazy me ady feel lazy to go back home, so I just shoot the interview and chose to stay at UTP. Maybe finishing my FYP poster. Well, it was done.Since tomorrow is the due date. Just kene leter la dengan Mr.Godzilla sbb buat kerja last minute kan.hahaha And now still cant print the poster as the pakcik asked me to go there tomorrow morning sbb dah ade 50 poster tgh queue to be printed. Hope can get it done before the class tomorrow.The good thing is, esok bley bangun breakfast lah!hee

p/s: Thanks to Mr. Godzilla for the poster contribution effort.hehe

Mind uploading here?ahah! maybe next time :P

2 weeks off

2010-09-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

2 weeks off with so many things happen.this long leave really makes me demotivated even me ady returned back to UTP. My 2 weeks hols has been spent to the max. Yelah, cuti for raya katakan.

Yeap, during the hols, there's so many memorable things happen. During I was on my way back home on thursday, I got a called for an interview. and it was on saturday. What? 2 days preparation?!and I left my clear folder at hostel. Have to get it and bring the folder during the interview.Plus, they want the copy of my certs.So, forsure I need to get the folder.and thanks to eday for helping me getting the folder.

Besides, I have invited kk to breakfasting at ma house on tat day. fetched her at UKM and she stayed at my house for 2 days. What a long time haven met. btw, she is ma primary school best mate. :)

So, the preparation for raya! Yeap!we have successfully run the project MEGA and both umi & abah happy. 2 in 1.Thanks to those who joint the venture.heheh....and got ma baju raya at PKNS shah Alam. Ady went to Nilai, but me din get nething from there.

And the Raya!In the end, this the time we're together again as the whole family. I am glad to have such a very happy family who understand each other.love my family so much.

Whole first & second day raya were spent to visit relatives on Abah's side.as we din go back to Kelantan.and here is Abah's kampung. Well, we were happy. but, there was a tragedy on 3rd raya. Tragedy with cityliner bus driver.well, nothing serious bout that neway. And this is the best raya ever.even, I got stomachache on 2nd day raya.Thanks for those who came and thanks for those who make this raya the best raya ever! ('',) peace~

p/s:congrats to a fren of mine, N who got engaged.and congrats to K.M who got married.

esok balik, yeayy!!

2010-09-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

Seriously, dun really have idea utk update. But, basically, there was drastic changes in here. Well, I got a new template and the new header designs. This is ma first approach. Still not satisfy enough tho. Anyway, its just fine for a new beginner as me. I dun really know to play with the html codes or css. But learning something new is fun!hee :) Well, to tell the truth, the idea is from a blogger who talks everything about blogging in his blog. The tips given are very useful. Be pleased to subscribe to his informative blog. And I hope I can make much2 more improvements.hee :P

Erm, now let's talk for what had happened to me recently. Without noticing that next week is already midterm + raya break. Tomorrow, I will be going back home. Who knows? I cant believe that it has already more than a month I have been staying in UTP and din even have time to go back home. And you know what? Spending all the time preparing for FYP just crazy. Trust me, I want this really to end quickly. I hope I can finish everything before the seminar, which is a week after raya. N yeap, I just met Ir this morning and my examiners for seminar would be Mr. Kamarudin N Ir Masri. I have no idea who Mr. Kamaradin is but, Ir Masri? OMG!! helppp me~~!! :O

The one and only 10 years vacuum chamber yang still survive kat UTP.hehe

And now, pause thinking bout the project for a while and focus on the becoming raya.hik3... and again this year raya kat KL yang lengang ituu :(. So, anyone yang ade kat kL, moh lerr raya sama2. Jemput2 la datang umah erp. I'm not sure about the raya preparation progress at home now. Hope things are just fine. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan kami. Bantulah kami untuk menjayakan project MEGA itu. InsyaAllah~ :)

sahur

2010-08-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...so far, I havent skip sahur yet. Even, just to wake up and drink plain water. Not being at home, wake up for sahur is something that is quite impossible. Well, I miss home. Feel like I cant wait to sahur and breakfasting at home. With families, with yummy foods (cooked by umi) hee...and the atmosphere...wow~ 2 September, please come fast. I just cant wait nemore.

Fadhilat sahur;

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang maksudnya : “Bersahurlah kamu kerana sesungguhnya pada sahur itu ada keberkatan”. (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

Sesungguhnya Rasulullah juga pernah bersabda bahawa waktu bersahur itu adalah bersamaan dgn bacaan 50 ayat al-Quran.

Sumber: http://hadis.cikedis.com/kelebihan-bersahur

Just checking out last year album. N I found the pics the day we were breakfasting at Cik Lah's house, Presint 14. N it was great! hee :)

Preparations!!

So Tempting!!

Yummy Yummy!!

This is the time when k.yana apply a bit force and the chair move backwards all of sudden. and everyone were looking at us.haha

This is the time abah and me ady left to buy a besday cake for k.Jimin

suffocate

2010-08-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

This is the first time I felt this...

and honestly I hate this feeling...

All this time, I din give a shit what people say bout me...

what you want to judge about me...

Negative ke, suka buang masa ke, tak pandai ke...

coz every single thing you say, you must know that in the other way around,

there is also something that is lack about you....

but, this time, this moment, this feeling....really hurtsssss

Failure Analysis

2010-08-22T12:36:00.000+08:00

This picture credit to https://fsylum.no-ip.org/#. nice work!

This is not a joke! I am not a material person. Just not. Whenever I look at the notes, I feel like it is so not me. But, why? Yeap, for the FYP sake. Am taking the failure analysis & NDT Testing. or am i just want to analyze my failure? erk, failure of being a good student, being an awesome daughter, and being a wonderful friend? Haha ofcoz not...Yeah, I know, I'm not perfect to fill those blank with fake me. But still, I can be there for whatever reasons as a me. Well, I hope so.

Honestly saying that I prefer it this way, spiting everything on me rather than confessing to me. It is easy to end this with sharp words rather than letting me to hate you in the end knowing that you're choosing the path that we're not supposed to choose. dear God~ I am sorry. I just love Allah. and I know, Allah will always forgive me. Thanks for letting me know :)

puasa

2010-08-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

Really not fair. I cant go back home now.hmm :(

Nak bukak puasa kat umah jugak....really nak~

N yeah, I miss that old time...and especially, masakan Umi~

p territory

2010-08-09T13:05:00.000+08:00

It is hard to make things clear when we talk in different ways and end up meaning the different things even we are arguing about the same headlines. Hey, I just wanna make things clear here that this is ma territory.this is ma world. Whatever I declare in each of ma post really all about me. Not an intention to point to anybody. It is me, and I am talking about my life. Never meant to harm people in any post. It is just me with ma thoughts.

I was thinking of putting a picture here. but instead of picture, I would like to share this song which is very nice one.

Download: Heartbreaker-Will I Am

Look out [3]

Where it's at

I know karma's coming to pay me back

Im with the sweetest thang thats on the map

I broke her heart in 30 seconds flat

In 30 seconds flat

Now how did i

Just how did I become that kind of guy

To look at girl and lie right in the eye

My momma told me willy that aint right

Boy now that aint right

Im s s s sorry

I didnt mean to break your heart [2]

Im s s s sorry

I didnt mean to break ya

B b b b break it baby

Look baby

Im a heartbreaker [6]

Im a heart

A h h h h im a heart

A h h h im a

Where she go

I got some things I gotta let her know

To fix the love now its impossible

But baby baby if we take it slow

If we take it slow

We can make it work

We just cant throw the love down in the dirt

You probly think that im a f**kin jerk cause the way I let you down it made you hurt

I didnt mean to make you hurt

Im s s s sorry

I didnt mean to break your heart [2]

Im s s s sorry

I didnt mean to break ya

B b b b break it baby

Look baby

Im a heartbreaker [6]

Im a heart

A h h h h im a heart

A h h h ima

Break it down

Lets break it down [roughly 15]

So so so sorry

A la la la

La la la la

Im s s s sorry

I didnt mean to break your heart [2]

Im s s s sorry

I didnt mean to break ya

B b b b break it baby

Look baby

Im a heartbreaker [6]

Im a heart

A h h h h im a heart

A h h h ima

almost 2 weeks

2010-08-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

Demam batuk selsema for almost 2 weeks. Really make me uncomfortable. Bangun pergi kelas then balik. The rest a bit hard nk spend time for "works". Mesti balik nk tdo la and get some rest. Now, dah feel better, ader kerja bertimbun plak. adieh. Resume la, cover letter la, quiz la..and fyp some more.haihh...baru beginning.huhu :(

Hey, nevermind lorh! sure u can handle it. :)

Btw, just finish upgrading ma resume. tak tahu lah mencapai piawaian tak. Abg Idham ckp this is the time to market yourself. But, me?0.o tade menda yg nk di market kan. Hopefully, muka neh da marketable enough.hahaha (kidding) so funny. seriously, nothing interesting lorh.how meh...?haiyark

gagaga

p/s: really nk do something with my blog neh.tak puas ati la.really have to construct for improvement.now still tgh considering.hehehe

yes, it is so true!!

2010-07-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

This post is the answer for this entry. fren of mine.

Fezz, the answer is..yes it is! just so you noe, like I have some who inspired ma life. No matter how they feel about me. I will still put them in ma list. Being better is not that easy. Allah makes us all different. We could learn each other by knowing each other. Take the positive part and try much to avoid those negative parts. That's how u learn "ilmu kehidupan".

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

2010-07-22T11:44:00.000+08:00

Previously I just talk about respect thing.n today again tis kinda thing has gotten into me when I just met the potential buyer with his assistant. The potential buyer is a Director of Operations of a company. This is what stated on his card.

Well, as the time agreed.we met at the location. Me and ma dad were early and waiting for them. They came with a benz. Hell yeah, I can tell that it was the potential buyer's car.hmm They jump out from the car and the only person who greet us was the boss. Haiyarrkk...all this time who keep calling us was the assistant. N now when we met eye to eye. The only person that greet us was the potential buyer.

Again, when we were at the site, the boss was the only one who listened to our explanation and the assistant got busy with other people searching for another locations which a bit quite unappropriated for me. My dad was talking, and he was like he got something that distracted him. haih

I wud say, next time, just let your boss do the business coz he is far know how to respect people rather than an assistant like u. Even the potential buyer is far high position person in the company. but he still know how to respect people. Well, this shows that no matter where you are or where ever your postition is, your manners are still considered on how you treat people. So, that shows where your level is. huhu!

a post

2010-07-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

I am not brilliant but I'm not that stupid not to understand this. Well, I was worried about him, but now he found a better place to land. Still, I am worry about her. Cuz I dun hear anything. I hope she got a better spot also.

First of all, I am sorry when some people told me that "I dun understand ur post" and ma answer wud always be just a smile. Well, this is me. I always use other words to interact. Like "bahasa tersirat". Erm, I use it most of the time. But, for the people who noe me well, wud actaully noe wether or not when I use it.

Well, I used to be in a real working life where there are senior engineers, managers, engineers, technicians, even operators. I am a humble and a quiet person. I dun talk much wit those in the departments. only a few. but in the production lines, i can get along with most people. because most of the people in the production lines are operators which are far below the managers. at one point, it is not about education level, it is about attitude. It is not about the managers and the employees. but u can earn respect when u respect others. there are a few which are rude, but still i dun hate people. but he or she will become the person that i dislike.

I still dun understand when am just afraid of losing something tat is not mine. hmm~

not-a-thing

2010-07-16T10:06:00.000+08:00

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terbang ke UPM

2010-07-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

This might not related to me. Coz it was Kak Chik's registration day. But, I was there. For her. As I am home now, so I went there to support her on her first day in UPM. Well, it reminds me on ma first day in UTP. ahah, the day I got to noe ma rumet. Well, lucky for Kak Chik as she already got much time to stay at home after finish her matriculation.

Back then, me? I just started to have a long holiday, but already need to register for UTP. huhu...as far as I remembered. It was only a week after SPM, I already need to continue study in a university. or what we call it "mahasiswi". I was grateful back then coz with that I can finish early. By the age of 22 I can get my degree and planning for a better stable life 3 or 5 years ahead.

Well, again this reminds me of a conversation that ever happened in my life. Why i chose to be an engineer? huh~ and I cant answer tat. Frankly speaking, I never tot of becoming a doctor.hahah~ it was funny. when I was a kid and it was in a class of 2 Cemerlang. I need to introduce maself as I was a new student. and in the introduction I need to state my ambition. well, 10 years back ma first ambition was to be a teacher.hee even, there are some wish to be a doctor, architect or engineer. Well, for me, it is simple. I want to be a teacher coz at that time I want ma fren to understand the teaching as far as I cud. hmm... I was a kid then.

Well, the ambition keep changing. and ma last ambition would be aeronautical engineer. Someone surprised when i said I might continue study after I get ma degree. Yeap, it is because I still din get what I want. and basically it is my dream actually~!hmm at this point I still dunno what aheads me. So, I cant plan for anything. Just for the time being, follow with the flow and I will never givup till the very very end.

jalan pisang

2010-07-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

i found tis in ma journey....hehe ade jugak jln pisang~~

a day

2010-06-28T17:49:00.001+08:00

hols

2010-06-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

Download Avril Lavigne - Innocence

just so perfect! it would be better if i can do something like...working part time. or contract. or nething. hmm...doing nothing.not a favorite. well, atleast i'm trying to finish ma project. huh! still not so much fun.hahah if i din went back there last week, i might can start working since the last paper finished. well, i shouldnt regret it now as the project is in progress. well, its hols. shud stop thinking bout utp tho. hmm...hols it just started for me. one asked me "kalo balik umah pon nak wape?"hahah lame~ ma famly ma everything. there's no other place can make me feel secure as home.~! if it is home, it is where i belong to. kelantan or putrajaya. just the same, as long as there is ma family. where i can have joy n fun n happiness.

assumptions

2010-06-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

grey's anatomy season 6, episode 9.

karev to izzie:

You made an assumption. you decided i did something. you didn't ask. you didn't hang around to talk. I am your husband, and you didn't give me the benefit of the doubt. so, you noe what? i cant forgive you either!

Actually, there's nothing I wanna say here. Still havent finish watching grey coz got so many stuffs to do. So, at this point...just put this dialogue here to remind maself not to judge over something too quick and always try to understand every hidden motives. Not to put a blame on things easily and learn every single step that comes towards as life is a journey which will come to an end. well, things...also got emotions i guess~~

p/s: I am grateful to get a chance to noe u. and I am grateful you taught me alot. and i hope this time you're also teaching me something.

EMPTY

2010-06-18T22:35:00.001+08:00

Do you noe this feeling? Feeling tat I cant describe. Feeling tat I just dunno how. Feels like I wan to be home with family. Parents. Sisters. lil Brother. Gossiping. Quarreling. Where those things bring us up together till here today. The day that we are big enough to think of everybody in the family. Mom. Dad. Making them proud of every single step we're taking. Put the sweetest smile ever in their faces. Knowing how grateful they are having us. The Children! The feeling still, I felt like crying when I found maself in a-dead-white-square-room with nothing and nobody but with an unaccomplished mission. Wow! Well, this is the time I need somebody to talk to me. Show me that I am not living here in a-dead-white-square-room but on a-sphere-shape-earth of demanding world could be. Feel like talking to a hand which can show me how should I be so grateful with what I got and keep on dreaming of what i hv been dreaming of coz dreams will help me realize that I shud keep on moving.well, when there is hope, there is ambition. when there is ambition, there is motivation. when there is motivation, there is competition. when there is competition, there is excellence!! Anyway, what with the silence attitude? I cant get used to it. coz silent treatment doesnt fit everybody. n me! I felt so EMPTY.

p/s:really wonder wt am i doin here.

K saved ma LIFE

2010-06-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

a very big thanks to mr.K. You have always being good to me. I dunno how to repay u cuz I owe you alot!

no wonder

2010-06-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking all day n night

why izt supposed to be this way...why have to questions all these

really wonder what...why...when...how

N now I know why...really surprised tho

well, I was there
I wasn't there
I am not there
I shouldn't be there
I dun have to be there
I am supposed not to be there
N I will not be there
No more.Never

Thanks for everything~!

besday abah~

2010-06-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

besday Abah was celebrated at Skudai. As tat time we were there to bring back Along's stuffs n settle everything. But, Kakak n Syafiq weren't there as they were at home.